Alright so awhile ago I when through this really depressed stage and still I'm, I'm still emo and scene but it got better. February first, I was sitting in my room witch I do everyday I couldn't do anything and I could barely walk at that time... But I was thinking why dose my life have to be like this? Why me, why I'm I always in pain so I stood up a stumbled my way to my closet where all my knives, are intend to do something and then I thought to my self "no I have choice to be happy to day and everyday" I sat down on the floor started to cry and said out loud," what I'm a doing if I'm in this much pain already why cause more pain..."A few days I went back to school and when I finally was strong enough. And ever stent's that day I've worked my ass off and trust me it's not easy... But I still have hard day's I'm still sick and every time I go to the doctors I prove them wrong. I've had 19 heart attacks got a surgery, and I still have heart and chest problems some days I can't breath and my doctors still have no idea what's wrong but I don't care I'm going to live my life "happiness is a choice" and I know a lot of you are going through a hard time and I hope this helps you but, hey if you ever need someone to talk to I'm here.
YOU ARE READING
Not so lonely
RandomThis is a book... Just a book about stuff, stuff I do stuff I like about stuff I fell I guess its a book and that is it. I hope you like it
