Breaking Bad

Family‍‍‍‍‍

"I made you breakfast." Izayah said.
Thanks.
"No..no. Stay in bed."
Breakfast in bed? Hmm. I like it.
"Dont think I didn't hear about what happen. Cause sherita told me."
She did. She talks to much.
"No."
Thanks again.
"Welcome."
I forgot how comfortable your bed was. It was like I was on a cloud.
"You and many others." He said laughing.
I look at him and make a smirk.
"Im just playing."
Yeah not their yet.
"I can see."
You ready?
"Yeah you."
Can I drive my favorite car?
"I dont care."
Why didn't I pick you. You just spoil me.
"I wonder.."
Shut up.

My favorite car is of course a BMW. Like the best cars ever made. I just love them.

"Jessica." My mom says.
Mom.
"Savannahs here."
I got that.
"Hi." Savannah said.
"Jess." My mom said.
This is him?
"Yeah."
He's amazing. I say trying to be nice.
"Emila is pretty amazing to. She's gorgeous actually."
Thank you.
"No problem."
Whats his name?
"Liam."
Buddy?
"I mean i don't know his nickname but yeah bu-ddy."
I don't want this to come out the wrong way but its going to come out the wrong way.. I really hope this is not his baby. I don't need this.
"Im sorry you feel that way. What if it is his son?"
I'll rather not think about that right now. You  don't seem so sure its his.
"I mean it is. Look maybe it was mistake. If all your going to do is be a bitch then I can leave."
Fine. Im not asking you to stay. Im a bitch that just pushed his baby out a month ago so yeah a bitch I am.
"Huh. By the way. We dated while you were away. I saw your messages. I could tell he really cared for you. Right then and their I wanted to tell him but I couldn't. So I left."
Then why now?
"Why did you?"
You barely know him.
"Doesn't mean I don't care about him."
Get out. Im sorry I just cant look you in the face right now. Your telling me you like or love him? You wouldn't know the difference if it hit you in the face five times.
"You love him?"
Bye.
"Look I'm sorry. I scheduled a DNA test for next week."
Bye.
"Jess." June says.
Look June I'm sorry what I said last night. I was a bitch and I love you.
"Duh anyways. Who was that rat that walked out our door?"
Some girl that says that Buddy's is her childs father.
"Mm. Baby gets around."
Really.
"Okay. So I meet Cuddy."
And?!
"It was hard. Then it was like I never left."
Least he's faithful.
"Buddy is too in his own little way."
Right but I have to tell you something.
"What?"
Huh.
"Oh my god. Your pregnant again!" She blurts out.
What the hell. Why does everybody think I'm pregnant?
"I mean cause you been a straight bitch and super moody. Also you look different."
Could it just be that I'm tired and stressed.
"No..no can we just blame it on the baby."
Okay.
"Ha! So you are!? Oh my god. I knew it."
Im leaving now. Dont tell mom either! I know you.
"Shes going to kill you. Jessica , Jessica hasn't even finished high school and already on her second child. Before me."
Im almost there!
"Wait. Wait."
What?
"Did you tell Buddy?"
No. I don't want to until we find out if Liam jr. Is his.
"Liam jr."
I need to see my baby.
"Bye."
Bye.

I went downstairs and saw Emilia sleeping. Sometimes I wish I was her. Sleeping so peacefully. No care just sleeping. Eventually I fell asleep.

"Morning." Buddy said.
Morning. Where Emmy?
"With sherita."
Mm.
"Me and Savannah dated. Thats why me and Destiny didn't work out. I lied. I just knew that you wouldn't come back if I told you that."
So. You and savannah were together when I visited?
"Yeah."
You cheated on her with me? Wow.
"As many times you cheated."
Thats!.. Thats not the point. You lied to me. I had to hear this from a person I don't even know.
"Were not doing the DNA test. I know the babys mine."
Really?! Wow! I Think You Should!
"What the fuck are you doing man?"
You said you know for sure right!?
"Fucking stop!" He said pulling my hands from packing.
No. I going back with my dad. Funny thing is you asked me was I pregnant last night.
"Well are you!?" He said angry.
Don't know if I should tell you yes or no.
"Don't be an asshole."
Okay Me the asshole. God, maybe you are my first love cause I just put up with all your shit. Wow. You better pray Buddy.
"Don't be sarcastic either."
Okay.
I picked up my phone and dialed Izayah's number.
Hey Izayah can you come get me. I need a ride to the airport.
"Yeah. Right now though?"
Yeah right now.
"Alright I'll be there."
I hung up the phone and continued packing.
"Izayah really?"
Why do you care. Its just the airport.
"Whats up punks." Sherita said walking in. 
Hey.
"Say mommy I had the best day in the world." Sherita said in a baby voice.
Okay baby. Thanks for hanging out with her sherita.
"Where you going!!" She asked.
With my dad.
"In Arizona? You playing."
No.
"Buddy what the hell."
"Im not saying nothing anymore." Buddy said shaking his head.
"Jess you cant just leave."
Sherita can you help me or stand there and think your going to change my mind which wont work.
"Fine." Sherita said pissed.
Hey.
"Here let me get her." Sherita said.
You know how to strap her in?
"I'll figure it out. Its not rocket science." She said.
"Here." Buddy said.
"You not even going to stop her?" She asked
"Sherita I done with her man. She had my heart but its cool. I guess it wasn't meant to be." Buddy said.
"Wow. Giving up so easily."
Thanks. I guess I'll call you and tell that I made it.
"Right."
"Bye main."
Bye. I love you.
"I love you to punk."

I didn't even tell June or my mom I was leaving but I had to go. My dad knew I was coming. He was happy. Even though he thinks Buddy's coming to.

"So."
Yeah.
"Are you going to tell me why your leaving?" Izayah asked.
No not really.
"Well then."
I know it sucks. Just like being pregnant again.
"You are?"
Very positive. I swore to myself that I wouldn't do it again but who knows. Unlike savannah I do believe in Abortions.
"Jessica."
Im kidding. I cant. I couldn't. Not anymore.
"Good. Does Buddy know?"
Do you think he would've been this willing to let me leave if he did.
"True, true."
I should have a baby by you though so they can get them pretty ass eyes of yours. I just love them.
"I know you tell me that all the time."
We would've made cute babies.
"Do you really like kids. That means we would have to make number three."
Yeah I love them. There nice objects.
"Terrible mother. Objects!?"
Kidding. I love my baby.
"Yeah she looks just like you."
I know.
"Like I said last night. I still care about you. I really don't want you to go."
I know but Izayah really, I just look at you like a friend now.
"I know you lying."
I know. Is it bad that I want to kiss you right now?
"You tell me."
I unbuckle my seat beat and lean over to kiss him and then Emilia starts crying.
I better go. This is a red eye flight.
"Yeah. Yeah."
I will call you.
"Right..!"
I will and thanks for the ride.
"No problem. Look I can take the cart to the gate for you?"
Yeah I guess.
I grabbed Emilia and my bag and walked to the cart and waited on Izayah to put the last bag on.
"Ready."
Yeah. Go.
We kept looking at each other and smiling. We cracked some little jokes before it was the final call to leave. We said our goodbyes. Then there it was. That kiss. Huh. His lips never get old. His eyes, lips , his everything. That's exactly what got me in trouble last time. I need to get on this plane before I miss it.

Bye.
"Bye." He said looking sad.