~Sinsere~
So knowing my luck I have to move AGAIN but this time I'm moving in with my brother that I have met once his name is Nick and he's 20 I'm 14. He lives in Texas. I'm nervous but whatever I have to finish packing my plane leaves in a 2 hours and I just finished so I decided on walking to my best friends house her name is Sarah I'm gonna miss her a lot it takes 15 minutes to get there so I walked there and we started walking back...we talked about visiting and shit when I got home we had to leave so we left and Sarah went home.
In the car my dad and me talked about Nick and how a friend lives with him and he is with some boys all the time which didn't bother me because I don't know them. That took up half the car ride the rest was just quite because I didn't want to leave.
When we got to the airport my dad just dropped me off. Security didn't take long so there was 30 minutes left until boarding...I just sat there on instagram and twitter. Finally I was boarding I fell asleep on the plane. I was woken by a flight attendant.
When I got off I saw nick with some random boys probably the ones my dad was talking about. I walked up to Nick and he hugged me so hard. I hugged back. I could feel someone staring at me and Nick introduced me to them so when I looked up it was Zach. He's so cute...but I just met him I can't like him plus he's my brothers bestfriend. I ignored myself and we got in the car I sat next to Zach.
It was weird but I fell asleep on his lap god why am I so fucking stupid. I was woke by Zach playing with my hair I smiled so much and I think I like him but I'm keeping it lowkey. When we got home Rudan showed me room and he's the one Nick lives with I just sat in my room until someone knocked it was Nick he said he was taking the boys home and they want to say bye. I got up walked down and hugged them saying my byes we all exchanged numbers then they left. Zach texted me.
Zach;) ~Heyyy
Me~ Who??
Zach;) ~Zach
Me~ Oh heyy I'm tired I'll text you later
Zach;)~ Okay bye babe
Why would Zach call me babe does he like me too?? No of course not I'm just paranoid. I quickly fell asleep thinking about life and Zach. Nick woke me up saying Rudan and him are leaving I said okay bye Nick said bye love you sis. When they left I got up and walked around it was a big place but I don't like it I miss my dad and California and Sarah this just isn't fair. I started to cry and I went back to sleep to keep anything from happening. I got on twitter and I had over 100 notifications Zach and Nick tweeted me
Zach's tweet- @ItsYaGirlSin Heyyy text me or sum
Nick's tweet- @ItsYaGirlSin Your my little sis I love you so much
I went back to sleep because I didn't want to be awake and freak out again.
Rudan woke me up saying everyone is here just saying I said okay I want to sleep and Rudan left.
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