would you still Be There?

She's back for blood. -trigger warning-

* 2 weeks later *
I know i trust Austin but, I can't. I can't help that I feel so unwanted, alone and used. I was over this feeling all the names she called me. She was right why would Austin want me? Later that night after the show in San Jose. The band decided to go out since it was our 5th sold out show in a row. This was a a huge accomplishment. I decided no to go. Not only was I depressed. I just wanted to be away from people and, be alone. I needed to stay away from them.

Austin walked up behind me scaring me "hey alley cat. Are you going with us? "
I shook my head.
"no I'm just really tired from warped tour then 5 sold out shows -i scoffed - "I'm just tired. "
Austin nodded . I thought he had seen through my lies. He was my best friend. Austin smiled at me not guessing a thing. I smiled as I hugged Austin. I loved him but, now was the time I needed away. I walked out with Austin telling the band the same excuses. Again no-one thought a thing. I smiled said my goodbyes and, got in my car driving home.

*time lasp*
I got home as I seen that everything was ask left it. I immediately walked into my room laying on my bed. It was bliss after so long to be laying in my own bed. I guess I never trusted my self when I got home from your to be alone. I also want to be around Austin so, I would go stay with him. I sighed if Austin wanted me this would prove it. I reached my hand to open my bedside drawer finding my piece of glass... As I herd a knock. I looked confused the band thought I was asleep Maybe it was Austin. I walked to the door as, I opened it. It wasn't Austin. She was going to ruin my life
Maddie...
As soon as I opened the door . She pushed her way in with her new boy toy. I tried to fight against them but, it was a failed attempt. Depression weakens a person or, maybe I didn't want to fight because I wanted her torment.

Maddie's POV -trigger warning-
I decided that since I drove by seeing Alan's car in his own drive way. Id pay him a visit. I knocked on the door. His stupid ass answered the door. Probably though it was his Gay lover Austin. I pushed my way in with Danny. My newest meat package. I laughed as I closed the door behind us. I waved Danny as he picked up Alan by the shoulders pinning his to y frame against the wall.
With a thud I spoke " well well well Alan you have finally decided to come home. "
I could tell that he didn't wanna see Danny. "so how did you like my message? " Alan scolded at me.
"Maddie why are you doing this it fucking hurts." he spoke as If he really didn't care. He just wanted me go away he didn't care. I laughed I was going to break him even more.
" well see you anorexic twig . You hurt me when you left me -"
He stopped me in my sentence.
"BECAUSE YOU CHEATED ON ME WHILE I WAS ON FUCKING TOUR! " I slapped Alan from interrupting me. Danny threw Alan's frame into the wall hard. I motioned for danny to drop him. His lifeless body fell to the ground.
"so why don't you end this? Just slit your fucking wrist again until you bleed out this time huh? Your stupid band will do better without your pathic ass anyways. " I looked at a picture on the wall of him and myself at the start of our relationship anger rose in my body. I covered my hand as I smashed the glass into pieces. I grabbed a piece of the broken glass. I had Danny hold Alan's arm as I drug the piece of glass against his skin over the already healed skin. The blood dripped of his fragile skin. The blood looked so beautiful against his pale skin. I sent Danny to the car. I looked at Alan with the bloodstained glass in my hand like a precious idem in his life.
"save everyone also Danny is a better fuck then you could ever dream of. " I smirked as I threw the glass at Alan as it hit the ground next to him. Through all of this Alan was quiet. No noise at all. I was shocked. I began to walk out of the house to the door knowing he would crumble after all this.. The monsters in his head would eat him...