Alone

Come back

*Alexa*
We walked hand in hand in the darkness of Liverpool's street. It was so cold. John was so much pensive, but I let him. We were in our head. He was protecting me and he didn't want that I let his hand because he was scared about what can happen to me. My brother loved me so much and I loved him.
"John, I love you. Nobody will separate us."
"I love you too Alexa, don't worry about it. I'm just tired. We must sleep."

He go in his bed and fell asleep automatically, but me I couldn't. I was asking myself if my mother was ok, if she was happy and... if she was in life.

The next morning, I woke up after a difficult night. I walked in the kitchen and I saw a paper where John had wrote to me: «Morning beauty, we are at the hospital. Stay at home. Love, John! xx"

I stay at home and I ate my breakfast alone when I heard a knock on the door. I walked with no emotion toward the door to see George. I hugged him and I began to cry.
"What do you have Alexa, are you ok?" he asked
"My... mom had been hurting by a car! And she is at the hospital in a coma. The doctor don't know if she'll be ok. Oh my god George!"
"Oh my god when?"
"Yesterday when you were dancing after the show..."
"God damn! I love you Alexa and I'm here for you. I'll stay with you!"
"Thank you, I love you too!"

He stayed with me and we talked about everything to makes me feel better. It was so nice to talk with George.

***

The day pass and George quit me after the dinner with John for a show. Mimi and John came back in the afternoon and they looked so happy, I don't know why. I supposed that it was because she feels better.

We heard the phone and Mimi walked at the kitchen calmly. She answered and came back in crying.
"Come to the hospital with me and I'll call John when we will arrive."
"What's happening Mimi?"
"She... oh nothing."
"Mimi. I want to know."
"She's die."

I ran into my bedroom and I started to cry. I locked the door so Mimi couldn't enter.
"Please come, I need it, we all need it to be together."
"NO. I need to be alone. The life is stupid."
"Alexa.. Don't forget that she was my sister and that I need to be supported as you need to be."
"Ok..."

I leaved the room in taking my vest and we took a taxi to go. I didn't talk to Mimi, but she understood. She didn't had the choice. She putted her hand on mine and looked at me.
"I love you Alexa, I haven't told you it so much, but I love you and I'm so glad to have you in my life."
"I love you too, Mimi..."

We entered in the hospital and at the moment they wished us their sympathies to us. Mimi asked them to call John who was at the Cavern and she learned him the new.

*John*
"NO, it's impossible! Mimi you're joking."
"John we don't laugh about things like that." Mimi told me in the phone
"Oh god. I'm coming."
"No sing to your fan."
"I couldn't now."

I closed the phone and the lads were looking at me.
"What's happening?" Paul asked
"My mom..."
"Oh no, you're not serious." George continue
"Can we understand what you're talking about?" Ringo asked
"She's dead..." I said
"Oh fuck... oh my god, I'm so sorry for you. I don't know what to do." Paul said
"I'm really sorry man..." Ringo continue
"I just imagine how is Alexa now. I feel bad for my mom, but for my sister it's indescribable..."
"Bro I'm here for you and for Alexa, don't worry I understand how you feel. I loved your mom so much too, she was in my family now, but don't worry about Alexa I'll be there for her. And we are all here for you!" George told me with a hand on my shoulder
"Go to see your family and go with George we will tell our fabulous public about it..." Ringo smiled
"Thank you to be here for us. Have a great evening!" I said

I took my vest and George followed me. We called a taxi and while we were waiting I saw George looking at me trying to say something to makes me feel better.
"Don't try George. I know you don't know what to do and it's ok."
"John, I just want to tell you that I'll support you. I'm sincere."
"I know you are."
"I'm sorry."
"You don't have to be."

George didn't talked more and we stayed in silence.

***
*Alexia*
I was looking around me and I wished all of it was s dream, that my mom wasn't dead, that I was ok and that all was ok. All I wanted is to have something good in my life and at this moment I saw John running toward me and followed by George.

"Are you ok? Girl how are you?" John asked me
"Why are you asking it to me." I answered badly
"Because I want to know."

George took my hand and gave me a kiss on a cheek. I was happy to see him, but I was sad. Sad about all. Please, come back mom.