Love & War

Chapter 1

Hello guy's I've been writing this book for about a while now and I'm writing this book towards a teen fiction about the main characters of course
Kaiden and heaven. I hope you guy's like it. If this is too explint for you please do not read.In this book i want you guy's to tell me what you think is gonna happen in the book and please vote and comment.

August- 14- 2013

What would you do if you was insecure and desperate to find your true love but somethings in the way of that.Well that's when my boyfriend John comes in. he is a loving and sweet person but I dont think were perfect for each other. For one he loves video games and does not like clean up after himself.
I like to read and be active.We have nothing in common and when i say nothing I mean nothing. If we stay together that would be an unheathy relationship.

The thing is that us women try so hard to make things right that we forget about our future and us. Trying takes alot of energy and when we eat we digest food which is a chemical reaction so that gives off energy for us to stay alive.

Dear Diary people don't seem to understand what others are going thru but yet they seem to act like they know but in reality they don't but I'm greatfull for what I have. Because i don't ask for much.

All i want is for someone to love me for who i am not just to be there. So that's why i made a bucket list of all my wishes that came true exept one which is to fall in love with a badboy. I know that kind of sounds like a whore or a slut but I'm no better than anybody else cause i have my own problems.Dear Diary lets make this year last.

I say as i close my diary and take off my glasses and set them both in my drawer beside the bed.As i yawn and slide under the covers and let sleep take over.

Beep Beep Bee I hit my alarm and rub the sleep out of my eyes then looking around me to see if i can spot john. But to my luck he's not here.I get out of bed and head to the bathroom to brush my teeth and take a hot shower to wake me up.As i get out i rap my towl around me and head back to the room to find me some clothes to wear to school.

Looking in my wardrobe i find my nothing to wear shirt black skinny jeans with my all white converse. After i was done putting on my clothes i put on a small amount of make up on and lip balm. It's funny how girls call me ugly but their face look like they was ranover and drowned with make-up. Ugh thier hideous.

Shaking the thought out of my head .I walk down the stairs to get an apple for breakfest and head off to school. My school isn't that far so it will only take me about ten minutes to get there and five to spare. It's been five minutes already and i can see the school and the students scattered all over the place. I hope this school year doesn't go wrong.

Pulling out my phone to check my Facebook all i here is a person telling me to move out the way before everything goes black.