Heal Me (Irony)

Desperate

I woke up with a massive headache. Its like a drill is being pushed into my skull. I look around me and I saw an unfamiliar room. Where am I?

I tried to remember what happened yesterday but I came up blank. I staggered to walk out of the room. Feeling the walls with my hands. Everything is a blur and Im squinting at the harsh light around me.

Just as I close the door, I heard a familiar voice talking to someone in the next room. I slowly walk towards it and saw myself inside the kitchen. Yonghwa and Jenna was sitting close to each other.

Suddenly, everything came back to me.

" You!" I shouted at Yonghwa and they both look at me in surprise.

" Hyun!" Yonghwa smiled uncertainly at me. " gwenchana? How do you feel?"

I look at his face with disgust. How can he talk to me calmly after what he and Dhez did. I was there and I saw them. I walked to him planning on punching his face.

My gaze flicker to Jenna and I can see the confusion on her features. I stopped. She clearly doesnt have a clue. She leaned on to Yonghwa unsure of my intentions and I huffed in annoyance.

" Hyun maybe you should rest more. " Yonghwa told me as he step in front of Jenna. I smirk at him. Did he think I will hurt his wife?

" Do you remember what happened yesterday?" He asked me.

" huh? What happened? I drank..." I answered and he sighed.

" Hyun. You should stop drinking. Dhez is getting worried." He scolded me like an errant child.

I rake my hands thru my hair. Dhez. Yes where is she? I look at Yonghwa's face again.

" She left." I said sullenly and his face calmed. He approach me and slung his arm around my shoulder.

" She just need time. You cant possibly expect her to welcome you with open arms after..." He broke off not finishing the sentence.

I cross my arms in my chest. I know. Im not stupid. I know I messed up big time. I was mad at myself for putting her through that!

He led me to the living room and we sit down on the couch. Jenna brought coffee and place it on the table. Then she left the two of us and went to their room.

" Can you explain what happened? Hyun, you were shouting at Minhyuk over the phone and he was hurt!" He scowled as he say that.

I remember I tried calling him but I cant reach him. " You left a voice message to call back asap. When he did you chewed his head off! Whats wrong with you?" Yonghwa sighed again. He sounded a little frustrated.

" Dhez saw Seung Yun." I said quietly. Yonghwa snapped his head looking at me he clearly was surprised. " We were at the park cafe. I didnt know she will be there. She saw..."

" For Gods sake why did you do it?!" Yonghwa's voice rose and I flinch. My head rang in pain and I winced. I massaged my temple slowly counting one to ten. No matter how mad I am at Yonghwa I shouldnt shout at him too. I respect him although when he kissed my wife, it almost flew out the door.

" have you forgotten that she was hurt by a sasaeng fan? You almost lost her." He said the words slowly.

I heaved a deep sigh. He is right. I almost lost her. She and my son Haru. I promised to love her forever. Why? Even I am asking myself that question.

I look back to the past and remembered how Seung Yun always smile shyly at me when were shooting WGM. One time I was so tired. I came from our concert in HongKong then went directly to the set to shoot our scene. She gave me tea to calm me. Saying I look like Im about to fall on my feet. Shes so sweet that way.

" Dhez arrived last night Hyun." Yonghwa told me and I nod. Maybe he thought I didnt see them. He kissed her. And she didnt push him away. They stayed like that they must jave thought I passed out on the couch. " Talk to her. Youve been like this for two weeks now." I barely hear Yonghwas advise.

Dhez is home. I stood up and went back to the room where I woke up from. I gathered my clothes and went to the bathroom hurriedly taking a bath. When I finished, I wrap a towel around my waist and went to the room. Theres a clean shirt and jeans on the bed. Maybe Yonghwa placed it there. I got dressed grabbed my keys and ran out I need to talk to her.

I barely said goodbye to Jenna when I saw her in the living room. Her eyes showed sadness but I ignored it. Theres only one thing on my mind. I have to talk to Dhez. I need her to forgive me.

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Sorry I took long to update..
I hope this chapter makes up for it.

Happy Holidays everyone!

~rein