"Mitch?"
I couldn't answer. I couldn't do anything but stare into two brown eyes as I dropped the stained blade to the floor. The blood from my new and reopened cuts slipped down my arm onto the floor, creating a rhythmic tapping. The American edged closer towards me.
"No! Please don't come any closer...."
My voice was scratchy like glass was in the back of my throat and I leaned my back against the sink. His bottom lip trembled, his wide eyes were glazed like newly cut glass and his breath constantly got caught on the back of his throat.
"P-please, I don't w-want you to get hurt A-Adam..... I'm..... n-not well."
"Then let me help you!"
My body flinched at the loud yet desperate yell that Adam had threw at me, and I couldn't blame him. But back then, I was just as scared and confused as he was. The only thing I could do, was retaliate to his offer of kindness and love.
"You can't! Can't you see that? Can't you see that I'm way beyond help!?"
"Why!?"
"Because I'm an insane suicidal freak!"
As I finished my answer, I collapse on my knees to the tiled floor in tears. I could see layers of the liquid in Adam's eyes as his eyes followed my as they fell to my blood coated hands. I could fee arms be wrapped around me, I buried my head into the crook if Adam's neck and snaked my arms around his back.
"Oh Mitch."
My vision blurred with tears as Adam lifted my glass like body from the floor and took me into my room, resting me on my bed. I could feel him place a loving kiss on my forehead and I released a breathless breath, my cheeks being dusted with a dash a pink. But I could feel my system slowly slip into the inky pits of darkness as my eyes became half shut, making seeing hard. I felt my lungs burn with ever exhale and my breath was distorted, and could feel my heart's breath become slow.
After a few minutes of silence, I heard thundering feet coming towards me from downstairs. Then I saw the blurry figure of my best friend, one hand upon my head and another grasping my hand. I could feel his tears dripping onto my arm and slip into my cuts, making it burn. But pain was what I wanted, right? I could see several shadowy figure's in the background, that looked over me worriedly.
Vik, Ian, Rob, Ty and of course....
Adam
To be continued!
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