alright even though we are officially not dating, i still am going to write you something you deserve it.
i am sorry about how many times i have hurt you. i hate watching you cry and i hate watching you hurt yourself.
you saved my life so many times too.
I remember when i first met you.
all i did was want to slice my throat and get everything over with.
but now im happy, all because of you.
you have saved me and i just wish i could tell you how thankful i am.
at one point i took all this for granted.
I thought i was better, but I definitely wasn't.
I won't ever make that mistake again.
you make me smile about how much of a fucking goof ball you are.
my sister, when we were not together kept asking about you.
I didn't want to tell her the truth.
I didn't wanna tell her about how much of an idiot i was.
I wanted her to just be happy.
just like you.
I don't want to see you cry ever, i wish I didn't hold my ground that day when i hurt you.
i still am very mad at myself for it.
you may forgive me, but I don't forgive myself.
I remember when met for the first time.
you posted on your book " yall who fucking vote on my book, message me and suck my dick or something."
i knew we had to be friends or i be the person to suck your dick.
but we became friends.
i was your kitten and you were my puppy.
now im still your kitten and your my daddy.
i love you so much Sebastian.
bootysquad
;; d.r.j
