Seoul Mates (Secret of a Dream)

Part 9

''This is so beautiful'' Yoon Ha-Bi mumbled. She was reading the cute little notebook that she found in Ilhoon's jacket. It seemed to be Ilhoon's personal notebook but it was more like a small journal. ''I know reading another's private notes is a bad manner, but these entries.... They are just daebak!'' She read every word of the book but the last poem touched her heart so much.

Before I called her name,

she was nothing more than a gesture.

When I called her name,

she came to me and became my flower.

Like I called her name,

will someone please call my name that suits my light and fragrance?

I, too, long to come to her and become her flower.

We all long to be something.

You, to me, and I, to you,

long to become a gaze that won't be forgotten.

''Wow.. He seems to be good at writing.. he is probably a lyricist or singer-song writer! This last poem is so touching'' She recited that poem repeatedly. Then she looked at her left middle finger.

''this ring is a female ring.. and the poem is...'' habi looked at the book again. ''so he has a crush on someone or he already have a lover?'' Habi sighed. ''but why I feel like this thing belongs to me?'' Then Habi started to laugh! ''ahhh how cheesy I am! Yah Yoon Ha-Bi! You are watching too much Kdramas.!'' She murmured to herself.

As the Sun rises, Yoon Ha-Bi woke up to go to the College. She washed herself, took her breakfast and rushed to the halt to catch a bus. She was holding a box and It was Ilhoon's jacket. After she caught the bus, she was thinking about the incident that happened last night. She didn't take it that much serious but after reading Ilhoon's book Yoon Habi's heart started to feel something that she cant explain by the words. ''We all long to be something. You, to me, and I, to you, long to become a gaze that won't be forgotten.'' She whispered last lines of his poem. She was listening to radio while looking through the shutter.

''why It feels so heavy in my heart? Why I feel like that poem is about me? Is it because I'm alone?'' a little teardrop came out from her eyes. She has no one in this world. It was really hard to make a living while studying in the college. But she had the courage to fight alone. She put a sweet smile and forgot her tiredness. She was really sweet pretty girl but unfortunately, she was so unloved. Suddenly ''Its okay by BTOB'' started to play on the radio. But this time she felt it so much, especially when it comes to Ilhoon's rap, she stopped thinking about her misery life.

''he has such a beautiful voice. Why I didn't notice this before?''

''Ilhoon-ssi this package is for you'' A worker in the cube brought a box for Ilhoon. ''I think it's your jacket'' Peniel said. ''Komapda!'' Ilhoon bowed and took the box to language room.

''If she had ruined this... chincha...'' He opened the box. But Habi hadn't damaged it at all. ''oh it's still good, that careless girl has some sense'' Ilhoon took out the jacket to check it. Then suddenly he saw his Notebook. Ilhoon's eyes widen. ''Did she read this?'' he put the jacket down and snatched the book. There was a notice inside the book.

''Ilhoon-ssi,

I'm really sorry for ruining your jacket last night. And sorry for reading this notebook too. I think you will forgive me. I have something to tell you. You have long to become a gaze that won't be forgotten, and I guess you already have became. Be strong, you don't have to be sad. Never beg for someone to call your name that suits your light and fragrance, if she doesn't need to. Someday, the right person will be your flower. Fighting Ilhoon-ssi!