If You Knew the Truth

Truths Out

Chapter 16
( 3 weeks later )
Finns pov :
Todays the day we get our letters from eachother. I don't who I'm going to get but I hope its Rachels . I need to know how she feels about me and hopefully she'll get mine. "Here Finn." Mr.Shue said. "Thanks. " I said. I went into a corner and started to read :
"To whoevers reading this;
There are somethings you don't know , people look at me and assume that you're the perfect person .How do you tell someone that they're not the father of there child ? He means so much to me but I can't bare to tell him that Pucks the real dad it would kill him and the last thing I want to do is hurt him. He is so sweet and kind but he doesn't love me , I've known that since the first time he sang with her . He belongs to her , the only reason I'm with him is because he feels like he got me pregnant but we never had sex , he thinks it happened in the hot tub but thats not true . I love him but he doesn't love me , he doesn't love me but I love him. Well the truths out have fun telling everyone.
-Q.F . "
How could she do this to me? Why did I believe her? How could I be so stupid? I thought. I felt like I was going to be sick so I left .

Rachels pov :
I sat down in the auditorium with the letter Mr.Shuester had given me , I opened it hoping it wasn't Finns or Pucks and I started to read :
"Dear Random Person,
Theres this girl and she's really sweet and kind , she can be a bit bossy but she's really cool too. She's my girlfriend and I don't know how to say this but I don't love my girlfriend, I want to but I already love someone else . I want to love my girlfriend hut we've been dating for 3 months already and she hasn't even opened up to me . I can tell she's in love with my best friend . My best friend whos girlfriend I got pregnant, aren't I a great friend ? I fucked my best friend over , I fucked his amazing, beautiful girlfriend, and now once this secrets out I'll be hurting the girl who gave me a chance , the girl who deserves so much better than me . Man I'm screwed up , if only the girl I really liked would give me a chance she know that I can be the man she wants to be . I'm not my father, and I'm not the Lima loser everyone thinks I am . I am so much more than that. Anyway thanks for listening . And if you tell anyone and I figure out who you are , I'll kick your butt.
Sincerly ,
Puck. "
I sat there in shock trying to comprehend what I had just read than it hit me, Puck is the father of Quinns baby .

Mr.Shues pov :
I walked into my office where I have been staying for the last couple months . I locked the door and sat at my chair and started to read:
" To whoevers reading this:
You don't know this but my heart is breaking. Everytime I look at him , everytime I think of him , every time he talks . I just wanna tell him. Tell him that I love him, tell him that I want to be with him. I know we can't though, I know we can't be together , she's having his baby who am I to tell him to be with me when she's having his baby. Why her? Why not me ? The connection we have together is like no other . He's the one , I can feel it . Everytime I'm around him I feel safe , I feel beautiful, I feel like everythings okay when I'm with him. If it weren't for her , we could be together. No one but him knows my deepest and darkest secret , he know I cut myself after my dads died , he knows it and he's okay with it . He makes me feel like I'm not completely unloveable. Not like Shelby makes me feel. Its funny, she's my moms sister yet she won't tell me who she is. Sometimes I think the reason she leaves so much is because I look like my mother , I wish I knew who she was , but I'm secretly afraid to know. I'm afraid that if I do know and she turns out to be a drug head or a criminal than my fantasy of her will fade away. How can someone you've never met make you feel so worthless? So unloved. No one know it , that my life is a battlefield. That I'm hurting but yet I'm wearing a smile on my face. It feels like I'm wearing a mask. He's the only one who knows, know that I cut myself , that I feel worthless and unloveable. I just wish he was with me . Anyway thanks for listening and please don't tell anyone .
Sincerly,
Rachel Berry ☆ ."
I put down the letter trying to wrap my mind around it . How could she not tell me ? Shes my star student, my prodigy. If only I knew sooner.

Quinns pov :
I sat in my car and I started to read the letter :
"Dear fellow member of Glee club ;
You see nothing is as it seems . Nothing is real. Everyone has there secrets , everyone in this world wears an invisible mask , even me , and even you. Its funny , people see me as this tall dumb jock who got the head cheerleader pregnant but they don't see the real me . Only she does , and I'm not talking about my girlfriend . I don't want to give her up , she's like this drug, she's addictive and everytime I see her with him it makes me want her even more. We have this connection like no other and I think if it weren't for Quinn being pregnant we would be together. I love her. I love her to the moon and back. Theres no doubt that I don't. She's the one , but I can't be with her , I don't wanna hurt Quinn like that. Quinn, I feel bad for her ; she has so much shit going on and now this. We're not in love , not like we once were , actually now that I think about it , we were never truly in love. Not once . Sure there might of been a time when I loved her but it was only puppy love , but this other girl gets me. She touches my heart, makes me want to be a better person . Makes me happy , happier than I've ever been in my entire 16 years of living . I don't care what anyone says I'm tired of living behind a mask , which is why when Quinn is no longer pregnant I'm going to break up with her.
-Finn. "
I sat there pist off at my self so I got out of my car and stormed off .

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Hey guys! Merry Christmas ya'll, I hope you all have a wonderful holiday and a happy new year .
Xoxoxo,
Natalie