The note read...
Dear Louis,
I just wanted to tell you, I know we are both suffering right now, but please don't forget me. I feel anxious at times, What if you actually fall in love with her? Eleanor Calder.
What if she actually steals your heart? I dont want you to forget me,
Because you might not feel this way but you mean everything to me.
Love Harry xx
Tears filed my eyes, but i couldent do this, not to Eleanor. Yes i do love her but not like i love Harry. Me and Harry have a special connection. I placed the note on the table in my dressing room were it was misteriously found. I exsited the room to hear the whimpering of Harrys soul stil rinning in the back of my head from last night. Walking throgh the dimmed hall towards the stage i felt guilt. Guilt that he wouldent forgive me and its all the manegments fault. If only Harry new what happennd beack then...Back when we were kids, me and Eleanor.
*Flash Back*
"Whats wrong?" I asked looking into the now not so light eyes Eleanor used to have. "He..he got me" Eleanor whimperd. I couldent help but breck down and cry. She had been throgh anoth, Her mum and dad dying in a tragic car crash and now this! Eleanor was always the shy girl in school but she was a great friend. "What..What did he do?" I stutterd giving El a forcefull look deepy wanting her to anwser my wish. "H-he Raped me." Eleanor chocked back. We both fell down in tears. Hiding in a cornor alley we both layed. I tried to give her comfort. Eleanor was adopted and her foster father did this to her. Why? Why was she given to this horrible psyco path!. I felt so sorry for her. My family have always been rich. So i thoght of exsactly what to do. "Come on El" I whisperd in her ear. "W-where are we going?" She shot back. "We will g oto mine, exsplain what has happend to you and with any luck move away, go, just go any where!" I anwserd back. I grabbed her arm and she flintched a little. I looked at her confused, she seemed to be hidding something. I rolled up her sleees. I was shocked, multiple brusis, scars and cuts sereis of them adding to her arm. I kissed every one of them. She finched at every kiss but i manged to comfort her. Two 18 year olds in a dark cold alley at 12 at night.
Maybe if Harry new this he wouldent be to harsh on Eleanor.I opened the door gentley to reval the boys, Harry looking at me obviously waiting for some kind of rection of what i thoght about the note. "Come on Lou!" Liam shouted from across the room. My head quickly moved towards the direction of Liam looking and signaling for me to come over. My eyes looked quickly at Harry who was still watching my every move. I made my way t Liam and then to stage with the other boys following.
