How to Save a Life

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He changed me a lot since we first met. This made me think how did he do this by himself. Because I don't know it either.

But soon, when we were both growing up together, I realized, that I loved him. Not like the friend-love thing, the actual love, when you are in love with someone.

It all ended today, I didn't get to say what I feel to him. It pains me. That he's not here with me anymore.

Step one, you say, "We need to talk"

I didn't get to talk to him since I was too afraid. I was afraid he would reject my feelings.

He walks, you say, "Sit down. It's just a talk"

He walked over me that time, but I didn't say anything. I felt stupid.

He smiles politely at you

He's smile always calms me down. Its not always a caring smile but a happy smile, like a grin.

You stare politely right on through

I didn't realize I was spacing out. I didn't realize he was talking with me. All I saw was his beauty.

Some sort of window to your right

It felt like I was staring at the sun. It burns my eyes that I had to look away. He makes my face feel a little warmer than I felt before.

As he goes left and you stay right

We always go to different paths but somehow, it always ended up together. Its was like we were meant to be together.

Between the lines of fear and blame

I always fear that he will reject my feelings for him and I would blame my heart because our friendship will be gone. We won't stay friends anymore and that would change me completely.

You begin to wonder why you came

Sometimes, am I really supposed to be with him. I mean he's perfect and handsome while I'm not anything of perfect or beautiful.

So why was I bought into his life?

Where did I go wrong? I lost a friend

This changed me when I tried to save him. He was my only friend and yet, he died... not physically though but mentally.

Somewhere along in the bitterness

This made me emotionless for three months straight. It made my heart sank. It all happened because of me....

And I would stayed up with you all night

If I was with you all this time, you wouldn't have died....

Had I known how to save a life

And we would both be happy for each other.....

Let him know you know best