"Miya I luv u " that was the last thing I heard my grandmother say the last time I saw her I miss her warm embraces overall she wasn't the one hurting me but I just had to leave I couldn't take it anymore Papi always beating on me mami never coming home if she is its a man I don't even know . That's why my older sis left she more like a mother to me only the fact that she's just 6 years older then me for a 16 year old like me that's not a really big difference . It's been 2 weeks and 3 days seance the day I left I'm happier here with my sister. The only rule is I have to go to school with I go to tommorow for the first time Treaver high school it's supposed to be a good school I hope so. Growing up I. These streets ain't easy it's hard living here without getting tempted by dope or getting money for it . The only reason I'm here trying to make my self better as living human being is for my grandmother before I left she told me be you and Abuela loves you. I know Abuela wouldn't like me selling dope but I have to work with what I got and I ain't Gonna let no boy take that away from me cause they all players.
