Why can't I get over you.
I don't know what it is, something about your smile, those lips, those blue eyes. You have something that any other guy didn't catch me with. You make me feel like I was the luckiest girl on this earth. You made me feel something that I haven't felt in a really long time. I missed you everyday that we would be apart. I missed you the day you left me, I miss you everyday since then.
I just wish I can hold you, run into your arms and hug you. I wish I was able to tell you everything in feeling right at this moment and you tell me that everything will be alright. When we were together, I can just remember the feeling you gave me. You made me have butterflies everytime I saw you. You made me wanna just hug you and kiss you all day, if I had the chance to go back and fix everything to make it better I would. I would say sorry even if there wasn't nothing to be sorry about to prove to you how much you mean to me. When we would FaceTime, I caught myself smiling without even having to think about it. I knew I had someone that I was always looking for. I loved everything about you. I really thought that I made you happy, I thought that I was doing everything right, You said I made you happy....what happened?? Can we just go back to the day that you told me I was perfect? The days that you held me in your arms? The days that you would look into my eyes and kiss me until they got harder and harder. I just can't seem to get it through my head that you moved on, that you left me..I just need to hear you say that you miss me, that you want me, that you can't live without me like I can't live without you. Please just come back to me and hold me, kiss me and tell me you love me, like I love you.
A year later and it's still all about you. You never seem to leave my mind. It's just like, I have to talk to you. I wanna know how your days are, how you been, I wanna know if in 30 years from today if you hate what you love now? Or what you love no you hate later...
I just wanna talk to a friend, someone who I know understands what I mean when I say I'm alone, afraid, sad, lost... You're that person. I just can't seem to let go of the past because you really did do something to me, you made me feel like someone so new.. So, different.. I just miss you
