Where has my life been going ? ( JinRoss )

I Love You

-------------Ross' POV --------------( continued )

           "You first" Ross said as he stepped to the side to give Jin room to walk through the doorway. Jin glanced at Ross with confusion before stepping inside. "Where's this fanart you speak of?" Jin asked he stepped over some boxes that litter the ground. "It's uhh . . . . ","There's no fanart is there?" Jin interrupted. Ross' heart pounded as he frantically for an answer. "T-there is, I-I just misplaced it . . . " Ross replied with stutters. Jin searched around until he leaned against a wall from exhaustion. "Dude, I can't find it. And the sad part is that that fan probably spent hours on that" Jin said with defeat. "Yea . . . but Jin, while you're here, umm . . . if you don't mind me asking, what's the matter?" Ross asked as he stepped closer to Jin. Jin still refused to meet eyes and was silent for a while. "R-Ross . . ." Jin began, "you . . . I . . . you just wouldn't understand . . . " Jin's voice was cold with sadness tugging at every word. Ross stared into Jin's eyes in hopes of reading his emotions. Sadness. There was definetly something Jin wasn't saying, evident due to the fact he refused to speak. "Jin, you can tell me anything," Ross began. He used his hand to make Jin look up at him before continuing. "I'm your friend. I'm here for you. I-I . . . I love you. I want to help you." Ross ' heart pounded with every word he choked out. Jin finally stared back at him, many emotions seemed to glitter within his eyes. "Would you? Would you really understand? Or would you pretend to know how it feels" Jin replied coldly.

                His stare seemed to hold hidden feelings as he stared at Ross with expectancy. "I . . . I believe I know how it feels. It's . . . I need to know Jin. I'm here for you, and always will be . . . " Ross replied with a gentle voice. It felt like his feelings would eat away at him as he stared into Jin's eyes. Jin stared back, his breathing was shallow and he seemed slightly nervous to speak. "Well, . . . Ross . . . I-ever since I became good friends with you . . . " Jin looked at Ross before continuing. Ross smiled at Jin, waiting for him to continue. "I've just-I started to feel . . . I just-you . . . " Jin stuttered, as if he couldn't bring himself to speak. "Jin, I know how you feel . . . I've felt the same thing for ages. You just mean so much to me. Though, I may act like I don't at times, I really do love you" Ross managed to say. His heart felt as if a weight had been lifted.

                    Jin smiled shyly at Ross, "I love you too" he muttered. Ross smiled back as they slowly closed the gap between each other. Their lips connected and sent sparks throughout their bodies. They moved in sync and had each other held as close as possible. The kiss deepened, with want and they kissed hungrily. This magical moment lasted a good two minutes or so before they had to separate for air. A barely visible strand of saliva still connected their mouths.

                                "Y-you really do love me?" Jin asked with astonishment. Ross nodded with a gleam of affection glittering in his blue eyes. "I told you. I would've understood." Ross said finally after a few pants for oxygen. Jin smiled, his eyes were filled with amazement as he stared at Ross. "If only I told you earlier . . . " Jin said with a sigh. "Well, as long as you're here, to be by my side, I'll always love you. No matter when you tell me." Ross replied with a small smile. Jin stared at Ross with a hopeful spark in his eyes, "Hey, I believe we can find that fanart now." he said with happiness trailing his words. "Oh . . . uh, yeah, about that . . . I made that up. I did it for a good reason. To tell you how I feel." Ross admitted in an awkward tone. "Oh, so no art for me to see?" Jin asked, puzzled. "Well, there is me . . . " Ross joked as he ran his hand through his hair, a bashful smile across his face. Jin smiled with amusement and nudged Ross playfully, "We should probably get back to the others, I mean, we haven't finished todays videos. Well, at least not all of them." Jin pointed out. "Plus, not to mention that Adam is probably waiting for us" Jin added. "Yea, and should we tell him? That we're . . . y'know, should we?" Ross asked. Jin nodded hastily, "Of course! The last thing we should do is keep a secret from Adam and the rest. It could lead to questions we wouldn't want, or stress from keeping it secret." Jin explained. Ross agreed with Jin and walked out of the box room with Jin not far behind.

                  Finally . . . I can be with him. Jin, I love you. I wouldn't leave you for the world . . . Ross thought with a smile. They were together. Things would most certainly be better for the both now. And they wouldn't have it any other way.

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( HOPE YOU ENJOYED. THIS WAS ORIGINALLY A KIND OF ONESHOT IN MY NOTEBOOK BUT I PUT IT IN MULTIPLE PARTS BECAUSE REASONS)  In all seriousness though, thanks for reading and stuff

                                                                                                                                     ~Cheela_writes