Words that would never see light

I Remember

I remember some nights you would read to me, although they were my own words that you read it felt like when you read them, the words meant so much more. I never wanted it to end your voice put all my insecurities, doubts, and worries at ease. I think that's when I really fell in love with you. Those were the moments that truly gave me a feeling I've never felt before. I'll never forget hearing your voice and instantly feeling like all the things around me were stilled eagerly listening in. I'll always remember finally getting the warm fuzzy feeling everyone talks about, it really is astonishingly wonderful. Even now, even after you've gone I still reminisce in those nights remembering the bliss instead of the crippling pain that resides in my chest. At least when I close my eyes I can still pretend I hear your voice reciting those beautiful words to me all over again and I can relive the beautiful calm it brought me even if it's just for a moment.