twisted love

chapter 9

I got home and I went strait to my room. I lock my self in the room and I turn off my phone. I wanted to cry. I kept thinking that it was not worth it to cry about Kat. She didn't care about my truth only about the other people truth. I didn't sleep at all. I kept looking at our fun pictures. That was not helping at all, all I wanted to do was cry. I stared to realize how much I love Kat. I love her to much to let her go. I realize it was 6 am and I had to get ready to go take the bus to go to school and I didn't want to miss it again. I got to the bus stop and I got on the bus and I saw Maria and I just smile. I saw my friend Sammy. He didn't know I was single which it was a very good thing because that means only me and Kat know that we broke up. We got to school. I saw Kat. I didn't know what to say to her so stared walking the other way. Sammy ask me why I did that and I told him that we where fitting. I was thinking that Sammy told Kat that I was talking to a Spanish girl because Sammy was the only one that knew I wanted to talk to Maria. I didn't want to fight with another person so I didn't say anything to Sammy and it might not been him anyways. I saw her at the cafeteria and try to leave but she stop me. "can we talk" say Kat. "It's point less because you don't believe me" I say. I try to walk away and she hug me. "please don't leave me" say Kat. I didn't know what to say. "well If you believe me then I wouldn't have to leave" I say. "I'm sorry I was just angry at the moment and I took it out on you and its not fair to you" say Kat. "well I'm not seen any one else. I promise your the only girl in my life and that I'm dating" I say. "I know I'm so sorry and I realize that I was wrong for believing those people" say Kat with a sad sorry face. "well if you believe me then I guess we are good and I guess we can continue dating" I reply. "thank you for understanding" say Kat with a smile on her face. The bell ring and I saw Maria walking into the cafeteria as me and Kat where leaving. I was wondering what Maria would say but I just wanted to be her friend. I never talk to her because I was to shy. I drop off Kat at her class and I went to my class which I had that class with Sammy. There was a sing at the door saying that we had a free period. "lets go to the cafeteria" say Sammy. "lets go" I say. We started walking towards the cafeteria and we saw Julio so all three of us went to the cafeteria. We got to the cafeteria and we saw this girl name Krissia which she was in our ESL class. We went to sit with her at her table. Then Maria came and sit at the table which she was bestfriends with Krissia. I was shy all I say was hi I am Steve and I'm a junior. The bell ring and I for got to go pick up Kat. I'm sure she's mad. I got to her class and she was not there and then I went to her locker and she was not there. I had to go to my next class so I stop looking for her. I had work right after school so I didn't see Kat but I texted her. I got to work and she show up with her friends. I was surprise because she has never come to Panera with out me. This was the first time and of course she had to be the captain of the cheerleaders and I knew something was up as soon as I saw her. "what would you like to eat" I say to Kat. "nothing I'm not hungry" say Kat. "so why are you here then" I ask. "well they told me you where with a girl and you told me you had work so I wanted to see who was lying" say Kat. "wow I can't believe this" I say with no where to walk out too. "well I'm at work and I can't talk right now" I say. "well I got my answer so we are leaving now" say Kat. I didn't say anything else I was far to angry to say something and I was at work I could of got fired. I got home and I was still so angry. I woke up the next morning and I took the bus and I say hi to Maria and she just smile. I got to school and I didn't say anything to Kat but I still walk to her all class without saying one word. It was really hard but I did it. I went to pick her up after school. "we need to talk" I say. thankfully I had work at 4 and not 2:30 which it was good thing in my favor. "I know" say Kat. We started walking to the cafeteria that's where we always went. "You lie to me Kat, you say, you trusted me but you didn't it was all a lie" I say to Kat with a sad face about to cry. "Its not what you are thinking" say Kat. "I was trying to prove to my captain of my cheerleader squad that you where exactly where you say" say Kat. "I don't believe that" I say. "I trusted you by taking her there and show her she's wrong about you because by you been there that meant that you where not with the other girl and I didn't make a fool of my self if you where not" say Kat. "well when you put it like that it makes sense" I say with a smile on my face. "well I guess we don't have to worry about her for a while" I say. "She's always going to try to break us up" say Kat. I look at the time and it was 3:30 and I started walking to work. I was happy we solved that problem because I don't like it when we fight. As I was walking to work I remember that in a week it was my anniversary with Kat and I had no idea what to get her. I ask the women at my job and they made fun of me because they say I was always talking about gifts to give to Kat. Tomorrow is our anniversary and I still don't have a gift. I didn't know what to give her. I ask Nani what she think I should give her and she told to give her perfume but I was not sure which one she use. I woke up the next morning and I run to the mall and I bought her a necklace and earrings. I bought a gift bag and a card for anniversary and I wrote on it and that was my gift. I went to drop it off at her house and her mom told me to go inside and I was so nervous. I knew her mom hated me and that she was trying so much for me to break up with her daughter. I stay there for like an hour and I told them I had to go to work but I lie I was off. I ask her if it was ok if I went out with her daughter to celebrate and she say yes but be home by 9. We got back by 8 45. I wanted her to be early and not late. "I had a great time with you tonight" I say to Kat very happy. "me too" say Kat. "you better hurry up and get inside so you can be home early and she's stops hating me" I say. she gave me a kiss and a hug and she left. I was the happiest man alive. I didn't see her on Sunday but Monday when I was walking to go pick up Kat from her class and I saw Maria and I scared her and she drop all of her things and I was so embarrassed because it was my fault. I help her pick up the papers and her things and I kept apologizing I felt so bad. I continue to walk because I was running late to go pick up Kat. After school Kat told me we had to talk and I got nervous because we where pretty good. We got to our favorite place the cafeteria. "what's wrong" I say. "I'm tired of hearing you are flirting with other girls and this time is one of your best friend that told me" say Kat. " I thought we where done with this conversation and this problem" I say. "we would never be done with this subject" say Kat. "well I see you don't trust me and if there is no trust then there is no relationship" I say. "I had a wonderful weekend with you, that should prove that you are the only one in my life and the only one I love but I guess you don't see it the way I see it" I say almost crying but trying so hard not too. She stood silent. "I love you and too much but if you are not going to trust me is better if we leave it here" I say. "well then lets leave it here" say Kat as she's crying and she runs off.