This will be from Justin's POV...
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"Go right ahead, the rest of the family is in there." The nurse said to me as she guided me down the long white hallway. She slowly opened the door for me and I stood in the doorway staring at the love of my life lying in a hospital bed. Her Mom, Dad, Brother and Sister looked at me with sad smiles. In my hands was a bouquet of flowers and a teddy bear. I greeted them and then turned my attention back to her."Let's give them time alone.." Her mom said getting up and touching my shoulder as the rest of the family followed her out.
Once I heard the door close behind me I slowly walked over to her bedside. She wore a blue hospital gown with her curls sprawled all over the place. Her cocoa skin was now slightly pale and her mouth was parted slightly, slowly taking air in and out.
I sit down next to her and take a deep breath, then speak, "(Y/N? It's me, Justin.. If you can hear me right now, I wanna make it clear that I bought you a much larger teddy bear from Costco, you know like the 50 ft ones? Yea, they just wouldn't let me bring it inside." I smile...a little. "But if you're listening, just know that we all miss you like crazy. Not much goes on around here anymore ever since you've been here..." I say gesturing around the hospital room. "Our dog, Dr. Pepper? The one we own together? He misses you so much. All he does is whine now and sleep in your closet, weird right? Guess it's your scent or something he misses. But he's not the crazy one. I find myself just lying in our bed on your side inhaling your scent and just..crying. And you know how much I hate crying. I hate it Y/N, but..I can't help it. You're my world, you're my everything. I don't know what I would do without you. No, yes I do.. Without you I would die because I can't live without you. I don't want to live without you...I will not live without you. I love you Y/N and I will forever. Nothing on earth could change that and if something dares to jeopardize that I won't let it, because I want to spend the rest of my life with you, I always want to be there right by your side no matter what these haters have to say. They're talking about pulling the plug in you but I can't loose you. I know you were mad at me before all of this happened but please know I still care for you and I won't ever be able to let you go. I love you.." As I say this tears begin to form in my eyes and my voice cracks. I wipe my eyes and sniff as I look up to the ceiling. As I begin to reminisce the crying the gets worse. I bend over to cover my face in the hands and decide to just let it out. My heart is beating hard and I feel as though the world is crashing down on me. I look back up to the ceiling and decide to do something that I haven't done in a long time...
"God? Are you still there? I know I haven't rang your bell in so long, but I really need you on my side right now. It's Y/N. She's not doing good...Well of course you know she's not doing good, you're God. I know you take the best ones first, just like if you were in a garden--you'd pick the most beautiful flowers first. But...please...don't take her from me. Just not yet. There's so much that we've got to do, that I've got to tell her. Please don't take her from me. I know that I haven't been the greatest person these past few years, I've stepped on a lot of people to get to where I am now and I'm sorry, I'm SO sorry. But this?...please lord not this... I'm begging you PLEASE don't take her from me...Amen"
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Authors note: Damn that was sad.. But idk if I should do a part 2 where she wakes up or they do pull the plug on you. Let me know in the comments maybe? Also feel free to comment or message me any ideas you have for an imagine, never know I might put your name in it. Ok thank you for the reads, and Love you all!💖
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