Insanity (Derp Ssundee Horror Story)

Monster

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What makes someone a monster?

Is it the way they act?

Certain feelings they have or the ones that don't exist?

Monster, if you could define it, what would you say?

What makes us human? Is there a line between being a human and a monster, or are they the same?

So many questions.

Not many answers.
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Warning: Blood, Gore, Violence, Death

I started seeing things...sometimes I stay in my room when I feel like I'm going to...snap. I stay away from my 'friends' too. They're not your friends. I know...I also know it's inevitable that I'll snap, and soon. I can feel it. I just hope Ian won't be here to see me become a...monster. When were you not? Good question, please leave your snobby comebacks at the door before entering the room, or my mind. Well then. Well you're not helping my insanity, you're actually making it worse. You're welcome. I wasn't thanking you. Again, you're welcome.

I rub my forehead, a headache forming as he continues to talk. I refuse to speak to him any longer. A nurse suddenly unlocks my door and looks at me, more like glaring. I get up and follow her to the main room, I sit with my 'friends' and she leaves. Ever since that little accident with the nurse and the door, they won't let me go anywhere without someone being up my ass.

"Hey Derp, how did it go with your brother?" Nadia asks as soon as I sit down.

"Nadia! She means, are you alright? We saw what happened in the hall...well, we don't know exactly what happened, but yeah." Vera says nervously.

"I was seeing things, I'm fine. It was...just a dream." I explain.

"What did you see?" Nadia asks, I shake my head, "Come on, tell us!" She demands, I roll my eyes, "Dood, just tell us already, damn."

"I was seeing words that I was bullied with, I kissed my brother, I killed myself, and I can't tell what's real anymore!" I yell slamming my fist down on the table which shuts her right up.

"A-Are you sure y-you're alright...?" Vera asks, gently putting her hand on my shoulder.

I move away from her, "No! I-I'm going to snap, I'm going to kill everyone, and I can't stop it! I'm going INSANE!"

Oops. You idiot! Sorry? Too late for sorry!

"I-I'm sorry..." I get up and rush out, my name being called from behind me, but I just ignore it and head straight to my room.

I run in and close the door, backing away and turning, but instantly bumping into someone.

"Hey sweetheart." Lucy says.

I back away from her, towards the door. My idiot friends of course come running up to my door and start knocking frantically.

"How unfortunate, I have good news for you though! Ian won't be coming over today, he had some issues to sort out, very important. In other words you won't have any trouble with what you'll be doing today." She explains, coming closer to me, my back against the door making it hard to get away.

"W-what are you talking about." I try to slide my body to the left to get away.

Lucy puts her hands on both of my sides so I can't go anywhere, she's really close which makes me uncomfortable, "You're going to be my little monster today."