Have you ever felt like killing yourself? Have you ever been told you should kill yourself or that your worthless?
Let me tell you giving your life up is not the answer! Here's why...
Imagine going to school having fun with your friends, being the joyful you, mucking around and having a great time. You get home every night and talk to your family, do homework and eat dinner. But then one day it all changes, one day you start to feel rejected and alone, like nothing is there! You start to feel like you have no self worth... That the world would be a better place if you were dead. You start thinking all this through your head but you don't know what to do! You don't know where to go or how to fix the problem. You're to scared to tell your parents and friends and you just eat up on the inside.
Now imagine this...
You start to get bullied and teased, you feel like know one likes you anymore. You get called fat, ugly, worthless, an accident, a waste of space, and all... This just destroys you! You start thinking about ways to escape it, you start to think what would happen if I ran away or killed myself? What would happen if I just left and no one heard from me again?
Now imagine this...
You start to think intensely on suicide and how to do it! You decide you're going to overdose on drugs. You find the nearest painkillers and you take one after the other... You just keep swallowing them until finally your system shuts down. You're on the road to your death... You pass out, you stop breathing and you die. You're mum calls for breakfast the next morning, she has made her beautiful pancakes only mum can make, but you don't answer. She waits a few minutes and calls again expecting you should be up by this time, she gives it a few minutes, but still no answer. Your mum walks to your room and knocks on the door... You still don't answer. She opens the door and finds your head to one side, your face pale and your body stiff, she now knows your dead. She breaks down and cries and can't stop, she keeps hugging and kissing asking you to wake up, but of course you're dead. It's time for the funeral and all your best friends turn up bursting into tears, any grandparents aunts and uncles turn up crying at the sight of the coffin. They all walk up to the coffin wishing they could have said goodbye and that they love you, they wish you weren't dead. 50 people have attended this funeral.
Don't worry what the haters say and never feel like you're not loved! You are! You may feel like people don't care but heaps of people do, only a small majority will try and pull you down. You will always be loved by someone that would absolutely kill for you to be with them forever.
