Us. {Based on a real story}

Worst

{A/N}

{get your tissues ready this is going to be an emotional scene 😭✌️}

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I walked out of the hallway, tears streaming down my eyes, I couldn't deal with this anymore, I felt like breaking down, and for the first time in a long time, I didn't know what to do.

I wanted to give up, but I promised myself I wouldn't let my emotions get to me anymore, I wouldn't let this happen, I was so lost I had no idea who I was anymore, I just couldn't think properly, there was something blocking my brain from thoughts that I didn't want to think of anymore, thoughts that I blocked off but every step I took as I walked fastly towards the gates of the school, that wall was, breaking down it was crumbling, I was starting to break.

I grabbed my bag from where I kept it near the gates because we were practicing and I couldn't bother to bring it up the stairs.

And I stepped foot outside the school quarters, a hand grabbed my arm, I spun around fastly ready to shout at this person but as I turned I saw that it was Noah he noticed me crying and running and he thought it was weird of me to go home this early.

My face softened.

"What's wrong?" He worringly asked.

There's no way in hell I'm telling him what just happened.

"Nothing." I said

"Does this look like nothing to you." He said holding my face looking at my tears.

"I said it's nothing, really, I d-don't feel well that's all." I stuttered trying to hold back the rest of my tears.

"Really Alex, you think I'd believe you?, you're delusional if you'd think I'd fall for it, honestly though what's wrong?" He stated.

"It really is nothing important, there's just a lot of things on my mind that's all." I hope that excuse worked because I've certainly ran out of lies.

"And would you like to give me cutlets of these certain things on your mind?" He asked.

He was trying to get it out of me, he was always like this, he was over-protective.

And I honestly had no idea why.

"I'd rather not, really." I muttered.

"Come on, please you've never been this sad since-.." He said but immediately he cut off his own words.

"I'm not sad." I stated I'm trying to put up with this but I felt my patience slipping away.

"Please tell me." He said sounding more desperate by the second.

"No." I said.

M' not giving up anytime soon really.

"Please." He said.

Well I guess he's not giving up anytime soon either.

"no." I stated.

I was determined to not say anything, but I was trying to muster up all the left-over conscience I have.

Come on, don't break in front of him that's weak.

But I want to.

But you can't.

What do I do.

I'm going to scream.

Oh my god.

I'm done.

No I'm not.

Yes I am.

No.

Yes.

"Lex-" I cut him off right there.

"NOAH!, I really don't want to, okay?, can't you just keep your nose in your business for once?, please I'd appreciate that." I screamed.

He looked shocked well more of what do I call this, surprised I guess?

He looked sad, his eyes were filled with sorrow, he looked down.

But all of that changed he looked back up at me, his eyes flashed a darker colour, his fists balled at his sides, his jaw was clenched his eyes were guarded, his lips were pressed in a thin line.

He smirked.

"Okay so, I couldn't care less anyway? who cares go have yourself a little pity party, knock yourself out, go cry again, go hurt yourself, WHY WOULD I CARE, Ha! pathetic you think I cared about you, well I don't."

I furrowed my eyebrows, I was confused my mouth slightly open, while my eyes were wide open.

Did he just say that, or am I having a nightmare?

Probably the first one, this is where my anger built up, really! he had the nerve to say that to me, well guess what I'm not giving down without a fight I'll show him.

"Really? Well if you didn't care, WHY THE HELL ARE YOU HERE, shouldn't your sorry ass be somewhere else then, If you didn't care, then don't talk to me at all, I NEVER asked you to, you know what? I fact why don't we cutoff everything while we're at it, don't even talk to me again, Bye Noah." I stated.

I was sick of it, really he dare say that to me? What's gotten into him? he usually wasn't like this.

"You know what? You're right, why am I here? when I could be with any other girl here? Bye." He smirked.

I turned away and flipped him off.

"I have no idea who you are anymore." I whispered.

I ran to try to get a ride home.

But nobody was available, how convenient.

I just lost my bestfriend and now I have to walk home amazing.

I hate my life. My parents probably weren't even home.

I can't with them anymore either, I mean they're barely never home.

My mom I can stand, but my dad, it's impossible to get along with him.

I didn't even realise tears were forming at the corners of my eyes.

I wiped them away but that didn't help either.

I probably look like a weirdo.

Hey look at her she's got mascara leaks on her face, and her lipsticks a mess, what's her hair look inspired by? A birds nest.
Best guess.

To make it worse it could not get hotter out here.

I just replayed the scene in my head.

"I couldn't care less anyway"

So it was fake? he never cared? wow.

A huge landslide of memories came flowing in.

That time where we nearly died on a motorcycle.

That time when we got into this fight and he apologised by giving me a letter and flowers.

Why'd I do what I did? I have no idea, all I know is I messed up bad.

{a/n}

I know, I know crappy chapter, I haven't been updating at all because of school.
Tests came up, and I didn't have time I'll try my best this was just kinda a make-up chapter.
See Ya! 💖