It doesn’t make sense, why is it that sometimes I sleep longer, despite the fact that I am sometimes in another time period for a shorter period of time? What’s the difference? I used to have visions during the day all the time, of the smallest things. I always assumed that it was normal, a phase I was going through. But these are different, I can feel, touch, remember things I shouldn’t; it doesn’t make sense. I was never able to experience all of that from a simple vision. It’s like I’m reliving someone’s life.
I used to only be able to recall a portion of a memory or something small and insignificant; now I can remember every second of every memory that I’m ‘reliving’; it seriously feels like a system overload.
Something else that doesn’t make sense is that, why is Lilith still alive? It’s been over one thousand years! There’s no way in Hell that she should be alive. What’s worse is that with everything that’s happened lately, I’ve either completely lost it, or the world is nothing like it seems.
Seraphs, Maras, Merrows or Mermaids or whatever it is that they are; what else is next? I honestly don’t know how I’m able to keep my sanity with everything happening so fast.
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It’s been a few weeks since my last major vision. Zack and I returned safely from the crystal forest, or what remains of it. I passed out shortly after he started telling me about one of the stories of the Seraphs. He immediately brought me back and I woke up to my bedroom. Things have calmed down, now the only visions I see are tiny ones like usual plus a few in my dreams; most of them still about Yelena and her time, her memories. When I think about all of this, it makes me wonder what my relation to all of this is.
Zack stays at my house when he wants, which just so happens to be the majority of the time. He’s constantly trying new things and watches TV all of the time. He said that he’s seen TV’s before, just not very often.
I have yet to see Lilith again, but I know she’s out there somewhere. Her existence proves the reality of my visions, proving I’m not crazy; making everything that’s happened all the more real. Which is both scary and overwhelming.
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The Phoenix Series: Sacrifice
TeenfikceEver wonder who you were in your past life? Ever since she was little, Sayta has always known of the distance between her and everyone else. Things that matter to her always find some way of slipping through her fingers; to the point at which she s...
