I want to kiss you
There he was again laying down think of all the shit he had fucked up , and there he was again crying laying in his bed by himself having no one to comfort him , his dad was always working , him and Scott weren't as close as before , stiles eyes have been red after crying about his mom he had closed his eyes when he heard a knock at his window he was scared to look at. Who it was and whoever it was he was scared that they will seem him crying . When he looked he was surprised to find Derek there at his house , he opened the window " what are you doing here t this time ?" I had a bad feeling in my stomach like something bad had happened to you or Scott and it wasn't Scott I checked up on him , so what happened what's wrong " nothing I'm fine im not dead or beat up and I'm healthy , I'm okay " derek knew he was Lying he wasn't fine " then why are your eyes red ?" I been smoking " derek smirked " why you lying , come on tell me what wrong or I'm not gonna leave " " non wrong , I just don't feel like talking right now " derek looked into stiles eyes knowing that stiles been crying because he feels lonely .
" your lying , you were crying about something " derek started hard at stiles " fine I was crying okay , I was crying because broken I'm a mess I fuck up everything I make my dad stress over dumb shit I do , and I killed my mom because of how many times I fucked up " stiles eyes got watery tears were rolling down his eyes , derek sat next to him " look at me stiles " stiles looking at the ground embarrassed to look at derek because his been crying , derek put stiles chin up and looke into his eye and said " you don't fuck everything up , you help a lot of people you always put them first and then you last , you try your best to help your dad your a teenagers of coarse you gonna mess up sometimes and you didn't kill you mom don't ever blame your self for something like that "
Stiles started crying again , and derek wrapped his arms around him telling him " you can cry all you want , you don't have to be embarrassed " stiles buried his head into Derek's chest and hugging him tighter . It took stiles about 49 min to stop crying he wiped his eyes " thank you so much derek , thanks for always being here " derek smiled and said " no problem , you know you can always come to me for anything " stiles smiled and gave him a other hug , then derek looked into stile eyes and moved closer to hi face , stiles was scared that derek was gonna hurt him and then derek slid his hand up to stile face an then he kissed him ,
stiles was surprised and didn't kiss back right away , then derek stopped kissing him " I'm sorry I shouldn't have done that " he looked worried " I should get going " then when derek was About to leave until stile pulled him back to his bed and got on top of him and started kissing him so hard and hot . He pulled back to take a breath , derek said " that was hot" " I know I need more now " stiles pulled derek shirt off and unzipped off his pants , he did the same with his cloths and said " derek I want you all tonight , right now " okay stiles ill give you more " he kissed stile and then kissed his neck stiles moaned a little and then he kissed his whole body and he flipped stiles over and took off his boxer and slid himself into stiles , stile moaned a little derek got scared that he hurt him " am I hurting you ?" No keeping going " derek kept going harder and faster , and stiles did the same until derek come in him they both fell on the bed , stiles said " that was the best thing ever " I know " stiles cuddled up to derek and said " derek I love you " derek smiled " I love you too " they fell asleep in each others arms . !
The end
