Misunderstood Words of Love

pointlessness

I feel so stupid,
For loving you long after you're gone

Because I know I'll never get you back
But I'm always holding on to that little bit of hope that someday in the future you will change your mind and come back.
But that's impossible.

I still have hope because I feel that what we had was so special.

But does that matter to you?
No.
Why?
Because of her.

You don't care about how I feel, because of her, you may deny it and say it isn't true, but I know damn well it is.

Why is this so hard
It's eating at my like crazy

I need help.