Liam's P.O.V.
It's been exactly 11 months, and 12 days since they've been kidnapped. Management said we had to keep touring, so we did. It just wasn't the same. We brought the girls on tour with us, but it's odd because only Harry, Louis, and Zayn have someone. I cry myself to sleep at night, but nobody knows. Nobody has any idea how broken I am. I put on a fake smile everyday. None of the boys notice. Except Zayn. He can tell. I know he can. I know he's cried a few times too. So has Niall. I think everyone of us has at LEAST once. Jamey, Camryn, and Kim, cause they were close to them like REALLY close. Zayn because it's is fucking sister, Louis, Harry, and Niall because as little as we knew them they were apart of the family. It hurt like hell. My bed was cold, empty. It was weird. There was just nothing there. All of our appearances changed too. Louis and Harry got more tattoos, Niall started working out, Zayn got skinnier and skinnier, and I shaved my head. Although it has grown back a bit....
Harry's P.O.V.
I don't like this. I hate this. Nobody laughs anymore, nobody jokes anymore. Ever since Erin and Kiara were gone nothing's been the same. Every conversation we have at meals is emotionless. I've seen Liam. He is not well. He sleeps with Erin's pillow. He has some of her items packed, like a hoodie, the Batman necklace he bought her, and his matching one, he wears them both. He also still has the reciept from their first date at Laser Quest. It's odd seeing him so unhappy. He was always the one who was lively along with Louis. Zayn doesn't draw anymore, and he almost NEVER eats. He has a sandwich here and there, but that's about it. Niall works out all the time. I think it's to get his mind off of things. Louis keeps getting more tattoos. I do too. I don't know if it's a way to express things or just the pain to get my mind off of things. I'm not sure....
Louis P.O.V.
Today, was the same as the last. Quiet breakfast, head to the arena, rehearse, eat lunch, head back to arena, put on our masks of emotion, do sound check, get our hair and make up done, get dressed, do the show, go home, eat dinner, have another pointless conversation about the album, and that's it. Then everyone goes to bed. What else is new? It is the same fucking process, EVERY. FUCKING. DAY. I am so sick of it. I just want Erin and Kiara to come home. So we can have odd conversations, food fights, laughs, jokes, and do fun things, and so things can go back to normal. But that's too much to ask for right? I am just dreading that call. Where we have to go and identify the bodies. Then, there is no point of return for Liam. It's hit him the hardest. He shaved his head. He cries himself to sleep at night. I just feel so god damn bad for him. I miss him and Erin together. The dumb jokes they tell, and her and Zayn. GOD they are soooooooo related. Like shit man. Also when her and I would read rage comics. Oh god, those times were the best, and when her, Jamey, Camryn, and I went shopping. That's when I knew I really did fall for Jamey. I can't thank Erin enough....
Jamey's P.O.V.
This is so weird. It's been like this for almost a year. No Kiara, no Erin. I absolutely hate this feeling. It hurts. It really does. I know everyone can feel it. Especially Liam. He is so broken. Camryn, Kim, and I are just dumbfounded. We never thought this would happen to Erin and Kiara. You start to ask yourself, "What do I do?" You also try and find ways to cope with it. Which believe me we all have. Camryn paints, Kim sings, Louis and Harry keep getting tattoos, Niall works out and runs, Zayn reads. We all do things to keep our minds off the obvious.....
Niall's P.O.V.
Kiara's stuff was put in my room the night we left. I still haven't moved it. Sometimes I lie awake wondering what we've could have done differently. What we could have avoided. I don't really think that we're ever gonna see them again. I know Zayn and Liam aren't holding up very well... But can you really blame 'em?
