Well here we go. This story will probably waste your time so I'm warning you to stop here if you dont have the time to read this terrible story. For those of you still with me I apologize in advance because tbh I don't like reading or writing and have no interest in correct spelling or punctuation so ya.
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It all started when I came to this new school. I wasn't scared of starting at a new school I was scared of growing up really, and I was right to be scared cus it's a filpping mess. Alright back the main point of my story. Not a lot happened during the first few days, i met teachers, new friends, but I didn't meet him yet. Which I should of right off the bat cus I sat right next to him for the starting of the school year. And I never really talked to him I just talked to a loser on the other side of me but he was always humming and sometimes if I knew the song I would hum along with him. And during this time I started to fall for him (huge mistake) but not all once. Really I kept it to my self in till my friend told me she liked him. Then weeks went by still staying quiet, seats changed: bye bye. But really that just opened the door wide open for me to truly fall for this boy. The reason for this was because I moved closer to my friend and she was friends with his best friend. But before we get deeper into the story let's give a few of the characters names so you guys can actually understand wat I'm saying. Let's call his best friend Night and him Day. Anyway I really became friends with Night to get closer to Day (another mistake) But don't get me wrong Night was pretty cool and he became my best friend, which meant so did Day, but really we never became as close as me and Night.
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"It was the best of times it was the worst of times"(quote from some random person but also from Me Earl and the Dying Girl) but it really was because I was having the best times with Night and Day but it also meant I was getting even deeper into this huge mess. But it really was amazing with them, and I think it was one of the best schools years I've had (so far) because of them. We were always laughing and always together. Always together. And it's also crazy that they became my best friends in just a matter of months when it takes years with others. They showed me that I was cool and that they cared about me (or so I thought) But some where in this wonderful daze I found out that Day liked me. The day I found that out felt like the best but the next day felt like the worst cus he didn't act at all like he did which confused me. But we were still having a great time after that. Then I started riding the bus with them and that's when I actually fell in love with him because I fell in love with his eyes. I swear his eyes were the most beautiful eyes I had ever seen. And sometimes when we were talking I would totally forget wat we were talking about because I would lose my self in his eyes. The great times went on in till the last week of school came. He told me the week before that he would get a phone during summer and he wanted to have my deets for when he got it. But back to the last week; the last two days of school were the best, we all played game together and he showed a lot of sings that he liked me (more that usual) which meant the longest summer for me. Yay. The whole summer I waited for Day to text me, never happened, I went everywhere with my parents hoping we would run into each other, also never happened. But thinking back all I did during that time was think about him. Every night I thought about him, and went over every word we had said to each other that day and would think of wat would happen the next day or the next week or in the next months and years.(time wasted) Also every chance I got to wish for something: 11:11, shooting star, birthday, ect. I wished for him
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Summer went by and the new school year started. Different classes. Different people. I tried talking to them all the time but Night and Day didn't really say anything. Then my friends and I started to hang out with them and all of Day's friends would push us together cus they obviously knew we liked each other. I thought the good times were starting again which they were for a while but then I got my heart broken. I was told to go away because I was weird crazy annoying and that they didn't want me around anymore. I wanted to die in a hole. Why did I waste all this time? And I didn't talk to Night or Day for a long time but during that time all I did was think about them even tho I was mad and upset all together I still thought about them all the time. But from that I did make a new friend which is the only good thing that came out of all of this. More time went by no communication and then I decided to have my new friend and my other friend help me get back into Day's life. Let's just call my newer friend Hello and the other one Kitty. Hello and Kitty tried to help us communicate the next day at school and I didn't talk to Day in till everyone was gone and there was less pressure. We had a small but hopeful convo. Later that day I got Days number and was blocked and unanswered. I also wanted to be with him because other people started to come around and I realized how much I liked him more then anyone else but I can't do it anymore getting my heart broken over and over. I tell my friends that I'm done and I tell my self the same but I don't think I ever will be. And sometimes I think I'm obsessing over these two people but obviously they meant a lot to me. Wat will happen in the future idk. But I'll have Hello Kitty and the rest of my friends to be there for me as we all battle our own battles together.
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I hope ur time wasn't wasted with these lifeless characters in a made up story of confusion. the end
