She's Mine Forever. (GirlxGirl) Book 2.

Chapter 41.

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Chapter 41:

I didn't go back with them nor my other pack. Michael was looking after them. I said in the woods for the past 4 days being by myself.
Everything I did came flooding back. My wolf was back and my emotions too.

I killed people...

Tears ran down my face.. I killed a council member and hurt Faith.

You wanted too.

"No I didn't.."

You enjoyed every minute doing it.. Blood is life and you loved killing... You loved watching those rouges kill eachother..

"Shut up.." I whispered closing my eyes.

You loved sleeping with Jace knowing it would hurt your mate.. You loved turning these rouges into monsters.. Just like your self..

"Stop.." I whispered as tears ran down my face.

You loved it!!!

"GET THE FUCK OUTTA MY HEAD!!" I screamed grabbing my hair .

Arms wrapped around me as I already felt the tingles, my heart ached for her. She must of felt my pain.

"Shh.." She whispered.

"I-I killed s-so many.. People.. " I stuttered while crying.

She stayed quiet , she smoothed me by rubbing my back.
She remained quiet as I cried to her. She knew I was in pain. But she didn't care, she was by my side.

"I-I hurt you.. I d-didn't mean-

"Don't ." She whispered.

"I have too.. I hurt you , I should of I-

Her lips crashed to mine as the sparks flew, my wolf was screaming with joy. I stayed quiet and unmoving as she pulled away. I opened my eyes as her rubbed my cheek.

"What we did was wrong.. No mates are perfect not even us. We will work through this.."

"B-But the pack.. There all monster's.. I'm a monster." I stated.

Blood.. Blood.

She shook her head and smiled at me. "I will deal with that pack.. My brother aswell. As for Johnny, there is nothing I can do.. He is a council member. We never see him anyway." She stated.

I looked up at the sky and frowned, I knew the gods hated me.. The council was pissed. Faith was scared and upset at me. My pack and Vikki's pack were mad. Lucia hated me. Alvin.. Alec.. Alec.. Sara.. Amy..
I cried harder than I did. Remembering all the pain I caused to everyone.

"You shut your emotions off, you flipped your switch.. Don't do it ever again." She whispered.

"I won't." I said.

She stood up and reached for me.
"Come."

"I can't.." I whispered.

"There waiting. Our kids are waiting." She smiled.

I watched her eyes as I slowly for up. The voice in my bed was saying no but my heart was saying go. So I followed my heart and grabbed her hand .

We walked back to the pack house that everyone was staying at. No one was outside since winter was on its way and Christmas was around the corner.

As we walked into the pack house everyone smelled me and turned there heads. Vikki stood by my side as I said nothing. I didn't look at anyone.. I stared at my feet.

"Mommy !" A sweet voice yelled.

I looked up as brown hair clouded my vision. Arms were around me tight. I wrapped my arms around her and dropped to my knees hugging her. She cried as I held her.

"Mom." Vincent made me snap my eyes at him.

I looked at him as he smiled and ran to me hugging me too. My heart aches with love.
I looked around for my pack but didn't spot them yet.

"Your back." She smiled.

I nodded smiling big brushing the tears from her eyes.
"Yes."

I stood up with my kids in my arms as I held them close.
I smelt them.. They walked in talking but stopped when they spotted me.

"Melissa?"Amy said.

I said nothing as I looked at them. I let go of Vanessa and Vincent and walked towards them. Some of Alex's pack mates growled at me but Vikki stepped up growling. I stopped and looked at them.

"I don't know what I'm doing.." I said looking at my feet.
"I know I hurt you all.. Some of you hate me.. I didn't .. I didn't mean it.. I should of-

Arms crashed around my figure as my eyes widened.
Amy and Sara hugging the crap outta me. The boys came over smiling as the hugged me. I didn't now what to say or do. I stood there as tears came down my face.

"So you think that you can just leave and run back to them?" A voice came.

I turned and looked at Jace and the other's looking at me. Jace looked hurt but she knew I have a mate and no feelings would come.

Vikki growled. Everyone else growled and got into fighting stance.

"Enough." Michael said walking infront of them. He looked at me and Vikki smirking.

"Michael.." Vikki said.
I pushed my kids behind me and the pack as they protected them. I watched Michael as he was being sneaky.

"We don't need you.. I told you Jace. She is weak."

"Stop this Michael. It's over-

"No, your over. This is my pack now. My people.. My monsters. " he said smiling.

"You intend to make more.. Your mad." I told him.

"With the thanks of Jace for setting you up and taking your blood while you two go down in the covers-

Vikki growled loudly stepping forward as I stopped her.
He laughed and shook his head.

"So you can go back to playing house while I and my pack will rule this world."

"Not if I can stop you." I said stepping forward.

"Mmh you see you can't you have a problem on your hands." He said opening the door.

Whispered came through the door. A loud noise came into my head as o let out a scream dropping to my knee's in agony.

"Alpha!" My pack ran to me but were sent flying away from me.

I looked up at a bunch of people walking in holding there hand out to me.

"Witches."

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