With a heavy heart, my tears pour
My feet are nailed to this cold floor
I feel trapped inside my ugly body
My mind hates you, me, and everybody
I started thinking about life
My back has been stabbed by more than one knife
I wanted to give up and let go of the pain
Harming myself is my crutch and my cane
My tears fall like waterfalls out of my eyes
Because nobody notices as my soul slowly dies
This hurt I am feeling I'm not sure I can bare
Everyone acts like they know me, but they still dont care
I've decided to move on and to start again
Instead of forgive 7x70, I'll forgive 100x10
They hurt me but I'm strong
I'll leave them behind and go where I belong
I now have hope, a small piece of light
Although my eyes are blind, my future is bright
I'll try to get better, i'll try to hold on
Because it's always darkest just before dawn
