Still Hurting

I 've put my trust in the untrustable, Just hoping to find him to be true, I'd forget the the things you couldn't do, regret the pain you've pet me through and still im holding on to you, just wishing our love wont end soon.

No I'll never ever trust you again, because you had your other friends that you held and had hidden so safe, and now for the rest of our lives I'll feel misplaced, no more can I be in your arms and know that I am the only one.

Those eyes of yours once told the truth, they now lie and my heart and soul has been caught by a suprise, now every time I hear nothing but your name, some hurtful thoughts dance through my brain, but why am I to cry? when my heart has been told lies, mistreated for some other guys.

Thrown away like a garbage bag, used up like a can of paint, I mean, you used me for all the wrong things.You played with my mind, my soul, and my emotions, but most of all you were the cause of my heart being broken, you must have been joking when you told me you care for me too... Or was that something you meant, but could not follow through, and you knew I loved you.

Wishing i can find better love, more like a peaceful dove.

-China <3 :="">