Teach Me How to Love Again (Sequel to Dirty Little Secret)

Chapter 71: A Better Kiss, a Hotter Touch, a Better Fuck

*~(The title of this chapter is from Lying Is the Most Fun a Girl Can Have Without Taking Her Clothes Off by Panic! at the Disco.)~*

*~(Smut warning!! This is an entire chapter of smut. You've been warned.)~*

Gerard and I eventually fell asleep despite all the stress. Now it was the next morning.

"Baby, wake up! We have to finish my plan!" he said happily, which made me giggle.

"Fine then. What's the first thing in your plan?" I asked after I had yawned and opened my eyes.

"The massage was first, but at least I finished that. The next thing in my plan was the love-making. I only had the idea because of the mood we had set. Plus, to be honest, massaging you and hearing you make all those little noises might have turned me on a little bit," he admitted, looking slightly embarrassed. "We don't have to do anything you're not ready for, though. Especially since I only had the idea when we had already set the mood."

I chuckled at how nervous he seemed, then I kissed him. "Baby, we can definitely do it, but first let me brush my teeth and shower first. I don't want to be this gross for our romantic love-making."

"Fine, but I'm joining you in the shower," he said.

"Fine, but we're not having sex in the shower. Save it for the bedroom, Way."

He huffed. "Fine."

We both got into the shower and, although it seemed like he was having a hard time, he controlled himself. We washed each others hair and sensually rubbed the bar of soap over each other's bodies before we rinsed off and left the shower. The shower was definitely a good way to set the mood again. We put some of our clothes back on, just so we weren't already naked, because we were going to take it slow today. We each put the stuff we had slept in back on, so I was in a tank top and my panties, and he was just in his boxers and plaid pajama pants.

After we changed clothes, he pulled me back down onto the bed and smirked at me. I straddled his hips, and he pulled me down once more so we were kissing. We pulled away after a few moments of making out, and he sat up. I furrowed my eyebrows in confusion as he attempted to reach under the bed without lifting me off of his lap.

"What are you looking for?" I asked.

"I bought you something to celebrate graduation, but then we got into another fight, and I figured you'd think I was a creep if I gave it to you then, so I saved it in case we ever got back together."

"Why would I have thought you were a creep? Should I be concerned?" I joked. I climbed off of his lap so he could reach under the bed better. Eventually, he pulled out a somewhat-large gift box and handed it to me.

"Open it!" he urged happily, but he was smirking at me, with his eyes dark and full of lust. Considering he paused in the middle of making out for this, I figured it was something sexual. I mentally prepared myself for the worst, because Gerard was pretty kinky sometimes.

I opened the box and, just as I suspected, there was lingerie inside. "You bought me lingerie for a graduation present?" I giggled.

"Yep. I think it would look so sexy on you," he whispered into my ear. "Go put it on for me," he commanded.

I walked off to the bathroom and quickly stripped naked. I was nervous, because I had never worn lingerie before. I was scared that I'd look awful in it.

I slipped on the lingerie and adjusted it until I felt somewhat confident when I looked in the mirror. I took a deep breath before I exited the bathroom and returned to the bedroom. Gerard's jaw dropped as he looked me up and down. "Oh God, baby. You're so hot," he moaned, then he pulled me onto his lap. I began to kiss his neck roughly. I could tell how hard he was by how much it was poking me.