I want to stop...but it just feels so good to see the red ooze out of my skin....it feels right. I know I shouldn't do it but whenever I cut. Whenever I slice. It feels as if I deserve what I'm getting...I only do it so people can notice me. So people could see how badly I just want to fit in. But no matter how hard I try...I always end up making a fool of myself... Why can't u be pretty? I'm just stuck with huge bags under my eyes and pimples all over my face. My teeth are very separated and I might be getting braces soon. My step-dad only saw one of my cuts and he didn't tell my mother but I keep on cutting...just so they can notice me. Ever since 5th grade started my life has been as hard as it could ever be. Now ever since 3 days ago I slit my wrists....their tiny but painful...they keep getting worse by the second....I don't know what to do anymore. Somebody help me..SOMEBODY PLEASE HELP MY I WANT SOMEBODY TO SAVE ME!!!!! PLEASE HELP ME!!!!!!!!!
Lots of people hurt themselves or even go as far to killing themselves. If you know somebody who is doing self abuse or is planning on starting self abuse, please help them or ask me. I know how that feels...to have nobody by your side and feel so left out you want to murder yourself so badly. Just please, please, help him or her with this. Or else...they will.....pass.....
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Tears In My Soul
RandomWho thought words could be so powerful over the mind. That the person you love can be so cruel. Or that your ugly? Or that tour plain, old, or even worthless? Well....believe me...I know a lot about that