Unworn Shoes (Kohnnie Fanfic)

CHAPTER 5

I kept running until I dropped.
When I dropped I was in an empty area in the forest.
I climbed and laid on a log while the cold snowflakes started to fall on my cold body.

"I can't live without him...
I'm going to join him...
I can't do it without him...
I can't go on without him...
I need him..."

I picked myself up very weakly and tried to continue forward, but my body collapsed and sleep flowed through me.

~Kyle's dream~

I was running away from something in a forest. I ran for hours until I came in contact with a cliff that I almost fell off of. I swung around and saw that I was running away from Johnnie...
I stepped away from the cliff and headed towards Johnnie. When I got a clearer view of him fear filled my body and I backed away to the edge of the cliff.

It wasn't actually Johnnie...

The thing came really close to me and put it's hands on my shoulders and made our bodies meet.

It felt like Johnnie...

It whispered to me
"I'm sorry..."

The thing then pushed me, watching me fall to my death disappearing in the thick fog that felt like clouds.

~end of dream~

I shot up screaming out of my sleep. I looked around me and saw that I was already standing but I wasn't in the same place as I was when I passed out.

Was I sleepwalking?. . .

I started to walk forward and just realized that I wasn't in a forest anymore and I was holding a box in my hands that had Johnnie's vans shoes in it. The ones that was his gift...
I held the box closely and continued forward. I closed my eyes while holding the box close to me and continued walking. I wasn't looking where I was going.
I began to run and felt that the grass started to get shorter the further I went on.

I stopped running and opened my eyes...I was at the cliff that was in my dream. I looked behind me and saw a quick glimpse of Johnnie's lifeless hanging body. I swung back around and headed closer to the edge. I fell backwards into the snow and laid there for a while.

What do I do...