CALMING THE BEAST INSIDE

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CHAPTER ONE:

    Slamming my locker door shut I turned ready to trudge towards my first class for the day until I was cruelly shoved head first into the lockers.

    Lifting my gaze from the floor I stared into the eyes of my assailants, the school bitches (cheerleaders) stood over me "what did we tell you only 2 days ago bitch?" I stared at them having no idea what the airheads were talking about.

    Shayla Dawns the head cheerleader shoved me hard making my head again bounce of the lockers "answer me you stupid little freak" I shook my head to clear the fuzziness from having it slammed into the lockers & because I had no idea what they were asking me "I, I don't know what you are talking about" I finally stuttered earning myself a hard slap to my right cheek.

   Stacy Gregson punched me hard in my arm making me grimace "answer my friend you little freak before we beat on your sorry little arse" I stared back at them unable to answer their stupid question & hating myself for not being someone that could fight back against them.

   Since I didn't answer their question I was pulled into the girls bathroom & beaten then left there to bleed all over the white tile floor, my tears stayed locked inside as I just lay there feeling numb from the inside out. This was nothing new to me, at home I faced my stepfathers drunken hands & at school I faced people like Shayla & her little followers, it just become a part  of my daily routine, taking beatings & hiding them from my mother but don't get me wrong it had a huge & major effect on me as a person.

    When I was getting beaten by one of them I would cut myself to take away the pain those beatings left me with & I no longer talked to anyone not even my mother who married the monster that saw me as his own personal boxing bag.

  At school I had no friends since I dressed all in black & stayed away from everyone, I was lonely but not having someone around me twenty four seven meant that I didn't need to explain the cuts & bruises to them by lying. My life was made easier by not having anyone that loved me enough to care about what was happening to me but sometimes in the dead of the night after my stepfather had finished dealing out his hard lessons to me I would lay in bed staring at my ceiling & wish that there was someone out there that would save me from this nightmare.

   Please do not get me wrong my mother loves me just she is a weak woman that believes herself in love with Trevor, my stepfather & doesn't see his faults & since she works in a local bar every night she isn't home enough to witness what he does to me & I was now very good at lying.

   Hunkered down in the school cafeteria in the furthest darkest corner I was trying to remain invisable when the school delinquents entered through the large double doors.

    It was like everything in the room went dead silent, I watched them from under lowered lashes, they were the most beautiful frightening people I had ever seen, even the girls looked like people that you didn't want to go messing with.

    They slowly surveyed the room while the cheerleaders puffed out their fake as arse boobs & the jocks tried to make their selves look intimidating, it was quite funny to watch since these kids just looked them over briefly then dismissed them moving onto the next table.

    It wasn't surprising that the whole room had gone so quite since these guys never & I mean never usually came in here unless someone had pissed them off enough that they felt the need to call them out into the yard for a good old fashion arse whooping.

   As their gazes moved towards my corner I slunk down further into my plastic seat pulling my hood over my dark hair to hide my face hoping against all hope that it wasn't me they were looking for.

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