Here We Go

I wake up to the sound of my alarm ringing. Slowly, I sit up and look at the clock. 8:00am. Oh, yeah, I remember. It's September 1st, the 1st day back at school. Oh, no, I thought. I get out of bed and walk into the bathroom. It takes 10 minutes for me to quickly scrub myself with shower gel and wash my hair with shampoo. As I walk into my room, I wrap a dressing gown around me and sit at my dressing table. I apply some mascara and eyeliner around my eyes, put a dab of pink lipgloss on and a dash of red blusher. I dry my hair with my hairdryer and then brush and comb it thourghly. I then curl my long brown hair and look at myself in the mirror. That's the only thing I love about my body, my face. I really like long brown hair so I'm glad I have it. I'm also glad I have a freckle-free face, I know I'd look terrible with freckles, I just know it. I stand up and take my dressing gown off to reveal my bare body. Moving over to stand in front of my 6ft mirror, I pinch my fat belly and then let it flab back into place. I try cutting down eating but I just can't. I've tried to go on a diet before but my mum forbid me cuz she said I was too young to start dieting and I was already perfect the way I was. Perfect. No-one in the world is perfect, and even if they were, I wouldn't be. I start putting on my underwear and then my school uniform, a black skirt, red jumper and blue polo shirt with white knee socks and black ankle boots with silver studs (the boots aren't part of the uniform but I like them.)

''Here we go,'' I murmur to myself. Forcing a smile, I walk downstairs to find my mum sitting at the kitchen table making bacon and eggs. My dad already left for work early in the morning and he won't be back until 5:00pm tonight. I have a big sister, Rachel, but she leaves for school really early because she needs to get 3 buses to get there.

''Hiya, mum,'' I say.

''Hello, love, have a good nights sleep?'' she says, turning around to face me.

''Uh-huh,'' I reply, noticing a piece of toast sitting on the counter top.

''Alright, you go and pack your books, I'll bring in your bacon and eggs in a minute.'' Mum tells me.

''Kay, I reply and walk into the living-room.

I pack my French book, my History book and my Maths book. Mum hasn't came in with my breakfast yet so I decide to look at my Twitter. Kate has did a new tweet.

''1st day back at school, oh well, just another year to go!''

I reply..

''@KateKat134 Yeah, exactly what I said to myself this morning''

A/N - Idk if theres actually a @KateKat134 on Twitter but if there is, it isn't a real person in my story.

I close my phone just as soon as my mum walks in with a knife, fork, a plate of bacon and eggs and a glass of orange juice.

''Enjoy, love,'' she says as she sets the plate on my knee.

I eat the whites of both the two eggs and then set my plate aside. I take a sip of orange juice and then walk into the kitchen with my plate. My mum must be upstairs cuz she isn't here. Yes, I thought! I feed the rest of my breakfast to my dog Judy and throw the orange juice down the sink. As I'm walking upstairs, I pass my mum.

''Where you going, love?'' she asks.

''Oh, just to the toilet,'' I say without making eye contact.

I quickly run upstairs, into the bathroom and shut the door.

Holding back my hair with one hand, I open my mouth and stick 2 fingers down my throat with the other hand, making sure not to scratch it. I make all my breakfast come up and into the toilet.

I stand up, flush the toilet and get some toilet roll to wipe my mouth with. After, I wash my hands and head downstairs, say bye to mum, grab my bag and head out the front door on my way to school.

I sigh. Why do I have to fake everything about me, I need to cover myself in make-up, act someone I'm not and put on fake smiles all the time.

I reach the school and go to my usual spot where I find Kate and Ashley.

Putting on a fake smile, I say, ''Heyyy little girlies!'' (My usual greeting to them)

''Heyyy!'' They reply.

Just as they said that, the bell rings, which means its time for registration.

Here we go..

A/N - Ok so did you like it? Hope you did. Chapter 2 soon!