Have you ever just wanted to be free?
Look past the barriers and take notice of what's just on the other side? Block everyone out and just stay in your own little world? No over bearing mother, no pain, and no troubles coming in and flooding over you, slowly suffocating you, giving you no chance to scream for help
Who would want to help me?
A girl who is overweight, different from everyone else. When all the other girls have perfect hair, flawless faces, slim bodies that have the guys begging for attention. Then there's me, no one notices me, not like I'd want them too.
See where I'm getting at?
Of course you don't, but we never know, you might be in the same predicament as I am.
You know that feeling called love? I don't, not once have I ever felt that way towards someone, not even to myself.
How can I focus on that when my mother makes my mind focus on other things, such as pretty dresses, make up, neat, stylish hair do's.
It's hard being the only girl in your grade that is bigger than normal, but what confuses me the most is that I'm not bullied.
I've read stories where the big girls are always bullied, picked last of the basketball team, shoved into lockers, called hurtful names and permanently scarred.
But I sometimes read normal ones, where the girls are skinny, beautiful, don't need to ask for anything, those stories are different, always ending with happy endings where the girls get their prince.
So it just made me believe that big girls like me don't deserve love, don't deserve anything that could make their heart flutter with emotion.
That's why I block myself from everyone, even from my so called friends Derica and Tammy, the pretty thin Blondie's that catch the eye of every guy in school, using me as their own personal duff.
I don't care though, to be honest I might have done the same thing if I was in their shoes.
We talk, laugh, sometimes hang out but nothing more, once the day is over so is our connection.
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Hey guys, this is my new story Breaking Glass! A small romance between a girl struggling to find her place in the world.
I hope you take it into your interest and give it a chance, read a small sentence and I'd still be happy.
Love you guys and have fun with my new story.
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Breaking Glass
RomanceBeing under the roof of an over bearing mother is exhausting for poor Ara, being forced to do things that she is not entirely comfortable doing, only because of her weight, not being the skinny has caused her depression, anxiety, and self harm, she...
