If I Ever Need Your Attention All I Need to do is Die (Larry Stylinson)

Louis sat and watched Harrys profile as he stared at the whiteboard ahead, Louis liked Harry, like a lot. Only he and Harry were best friends and nothing, nothing would ever change, that and he was sure Harry was straight. Not that they’d talked about it.

The class was boring, more boring than it had been in a while and yet Harry was adamantly watching the board in front of him about the adaptations in turtles over the year and Louis was ready to fall asleep.

“Harry” Louis whispered after another four minutes of turtle talk, this is what happened when the teacher was ill and the trainee teacher was allowed to teach the class, Mr Payne had an unhealthy love of turtles

“Shh” Harry said absentmindedly

“But Harry” Louis whined

“Talk to Niall” He whispered and Louis sighed but turned to look at Niall who was staring at Mr Payne with heart filled eyes, Louis was pretty sure that’s how he looked at Harry and felt immediately disgusted in himself.

He instead of disturbing Nialls fantasies turned back to Harry and pouted

“He’s too busy drooling over Mr Payne, come on Harry its turtles” Louis pouted

“Shh” Harry said looking at Louis with a frown, Louis shoulders slumped and he rested his chin on his hands as Harry turned back to the front and looked around the class. He chewed on his tongue absent-mindedly and tapped his free fingers across the desk watching the clock. He coughed slowly and grabbed a bag of skittles from his bag and began to eat them slowly

“Want one?” He asked and Harry turned to look at him and rolled his eyes but took one anyways before looking back to the front, Louis popped a few more in his mouth and watched Mr Payne drawing a turtle on the white board and snorted at how it’s legs were incredibly wonky and a skittle lodged itself in his throat, he coughed and breathed in deeply, Harry raised an eyebrow at him

“Shh” He sighed before turning back to the front, Louis coughed again the skittle lodged in his throat, he couldn’t breathe and his eyes were streaming, he nudged Harry starting to feel slightly dizzy, trying to suck in oxygen but failing. He was starting to panic now, trying to get Harrys attention. His vision began to darken and He finally came to the decision that he was going to die right here and now in a class about Turtles.

He’d never told Harry that he loved him, never would he say goodbye to his mother or sisters. He felt himself slide off his chair and clawed at his throat, but nothing. The blackness was swallowing him up and he was helpless to it, and no one knew he was seriously in trouble. With a last whine he felt himself slip into nothing.

Niall heard the whine and looked down at the ground and chuckled

“It’s not that boring, Lou” Niall said nudging Louis with his foot, but Louis didn’t move, he frowned and nudged him again

“Um, Harry” Niall said

“What now?” Harry asked sounding annoyed turning to face Niall before Looking down at Louis on the floor, he rolled his eyes because trust Louis to be so dramatic as to feign sleep in the middle of the classroom.

“He’s not moving” Niall whispered slowly getting off his seat as to not draw attention to himself

“Oh course he isn’t he’s a top class actor” Harry chuckled

“No, Harry. I think something’s wrong” Niall said in a panicked whisper “His lips are turning blue and look how pale he is”

Harry looked down at Louis and jumped up because now he took Louis in, something definitely wasn’t right