Was I too good with Math?
To see how asymptotic our distance is?
To realize that no matter how I add up my efforts,
And subtract my pride,
You plus me can never be.
Was I too good with Science?
To realize how fast my heart beats, when I hear your name?
To be aware of this smile on my face,
And this happiness in my heart,
How I wished you'd feel the same.
Was I too good with English?
To go through your replies over and over again,
To jump with glee over those kind replies,
And sweet retorts,
Your words never failed me.
Was I too good with everything?
To realize that "us" is such an impossible thing,
To know that I can only watch you from afar,
To understand that all I can have now is my "WHAT Ifs"
And not you.
