I'm warm because I'm under the scalding suns rays
I'm cold because I know it will never stay
I indulge forgetting the fear of shredding palpable tears
I stray away because I know I'm stuck in the unresponsive fray
I cut the cord connected to sanity because I know I will never have true vanity
I lie awake waiting for my grave
Knowing there is nothing left of me to save
