The Watch//h.s fanfiction

Feelings

Hey guys I just wanted to say real quick that...

Isn't Harry Freaking adorable in the GIF above!!!! Okay, Okay now on with the story. Lol!

I also Apologize for not updating sooner but school had me stressed out with First semester finals but I am back!!!! Now on to the chapter.

Destiny's POV (At Charlie's House)

"So that's when I completely broke and ran away from him and just drove off.", I say with tears streaming down my face as I was just finishing up telling Charlie everything that happened today. Currently I am sitting down in her room with her in my PJ's and stuffing my face with Ice Cream and crying over a guy that thinks I'm ugly and Fat. 

I know I sound pathetic but I really liked him even though we just met 3 days ago and when he kissed me, god when he kissed me it felt so right and so true and it felt as if he was my destined soulmate. I would never happen though he doesn't like me and he never will. 

"Oh Hun it's okay, he doesn't deserve you anyways", Charlie says while hugging me. I lean into her and hug her back,

"I know Charlie but when he kissed me it felt so right", I say crying into her shoulder.

"How about we just go to sleep now it's about to be midnight and we have school." 

"Okay", I say and we both go to her room and lay down. It felt just like when we were little and used to have sleepovers every weekend at her house. We both would fall asleep talking about the cutest boys in out grade and who we would grow up to marry I always said I would marry a prince while she said Johnny Depp. 

"Night Slut I love you",

"Night Bitch I love you too"

(1 Hour Later)

Charlie's Knocked out and snoring and It's been an hour and I can't sleep all I keep thinking about is Harry calling me fat and ugly. I get up and head to the bathroom and look in the mirror. I then strip to only my undergarments and take a good look at myself. I have fat everywhere and I can now see what Harry is seeing. I think back to a few hours ago when I was stuffing my face with Ice Cream and I feel sick and disgusted with myself that I can eat all that junk. No wonder I'm fat I have no self control.

I look at the toilet and run to it feeling a sudden sickness about my self and throw up all I've eaten in the past 2 hours. I flush and feel a little better with myself. Knock Knock

"Destiny are you okay in there?", I hear Charlie say from the other side of the door. I guess I must have woke her up when I threw up.

"Um yeah I'm just feeling a little under the weather don't worry", I call back softly trying to sound sick a little.

"Okay I'm heading back to sleep then are you sure you don't need anything?"

"Yeah I'm sure. I'm fine it's okay go back to bed."

"K night babes love you"

"Yeah night" , I say softly while looking in the mirror.

I then notice bags under my eyes and I look hideous. God why did Harry have to be right all the time I am ugly. I look at my thighs and here huge and fat and so it my stomach. It may be flat but it's still fat stomach. My butt is bigger then normal girls butts. My boobs are big too, but too big. I see what kind of girl Harry wants, he wants a sleek fit girl with normal sized everything not me the overweight girl with fat thighs that are probably bigger than his head. 

I then decided that I'm done pointing out all my flaws and head back to Charlie's bed.

I then fall asleep and dream about being a skinny girl and finally getting called beautiful and pretty.

Next Day At School

Harry's POV

I wake up with a bad hangover but not bad enough not to go to school. I start to get ready for school today and my mind starts to drift to Destiny and how she ran away from me yesterday and then to the girl I almost slept with but didn't because of Destiny.

I go downstairs and kiss my mum and sister on the cheek and then get on my Motorcycle and head to school.

I arrive and head to my locker and get what I need and head to my 1st period. which is English with Destiny. Shit.

I walk in and sit down in my seat in the back of the classroom and on queue Destiny walks in but she looks different. She's wearing an over sized sweater that reaches mid thigh with black tights and her combat boots rather then her usual dressy style. Her curly hair is pulled up in a messy bun and she has bags under her eyes like she hasn't gotten much sleep. I start to think I have something to do with this.

She moves her chair all the way to the end of the table as far as way as possible from me and sits down not even taking a glance at me in the process.

I can't help myself and stare at her almost the whole entire period but the bell then disrupts my staring.

Destiny the rushes out of the classroom and I start to run after her without thinking. It's like my body has a mind of it's own right now but by the time I'm already out of the classroom and start to look for her I see her in the arms of a boy. My body was shaking with angry and jealousy as I watch him comfort her and hold her. They then start to walk down the hallway away from me.

I should have never pushed her away, called her fat and ugly, and I should've just told her how I feel.

It's too late now.

I guess the only thing now is to wait until tomorrow to meet my soulmate and see if she's anything like Destiny.

Destiny's POV 

OMG he kept staring at me in English almost the whole entire class. As soon as the bell rang I ran out and tried to find either Israel or Charlie. I found Israel and ran into his arms and started crying into is chest. I told him everything this morning with the help of Charlie and Israel promised that when he sees Harry he'll beat him to a pulp but I quickly said no in fear that Harry will hurt him but I didn't tell him that. 

He held me and didn't say anything as he know's why I'm crying and just waited till I finally calmed down. When I calmed down he looked at me for approval if I was okay and I nodded. We walked off down the hallway unaware that Harry just witnessed everything that just occurred between me and Israel.

I threw up my breakfast this morning and I feel empty but it's worth it I need to lose weight anyway.

I take a glance down at my watch...

1 day: 16 hours: 56 minutes: 36 seconds

I look back up and continue walking to my next class thinking yet again about my soulmate.

Authors Note:

Hey Guys sorry it took me so long to publish this but with school and everything it just threw me off track and yeah I'm sorry but now I am completely and fully back!!!! So regular updates are now happening!! So comment and Vote please!! Love you all!