To feel sorrow and anger for myself
or to feel happiness for another
or to just say 'Thank you God'
and be done with it.
I don't know.
But no matter what, I still cry a river.
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If I'm smiling right now,
It doesn't mean I'm happy..
Because I'm hiding my sadness beneath that fake smile.
If I'm not crying right now,
It doesn't mean I'm Ok..
Because I'm suppressing those tears underneath that blank face.
I don't know if heartbreak leaves you an option other than being cynical towards love
or all the more vulnerable to it..
I don't know what to feel right now.
I'm just numb.
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I know that I'm going to rise above all this melodrama-shit, be self-confident once again,
become happier once again like a free bird, because
WHAT DOESN'T KILL YOU MAKES YOU STRONGER.
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I know that that person wasn't right or good for me or even upto my level as my besties like to say...
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I have friends who believe in me, who believe that I'm the better person and that I'll
find someone perfect for me...
They believe I'll be happy once again, that I'll find LOVE once again (or truly for the first time :P )
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* MY dear best friends, this is what I wanted to say and couldn't because I was feeling a tad emotional, unnecessarily though :P
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**Tan-te-dan**
THE END OF MY RAMBLINGS / EMOTIONAL POURING :D
