This was really getting out of hand. Mom went on and on about how dad hated her. I wanted her to stop, just for a second and actually think about it. I knew she was much much more mature than that. She was just angry mostly distressed. I wanted her to feel better but I didnt know how. I tried , I really did but in vain. Obviously.
It started like this. Dad called me and not mom after a week and spoke to me for like an hour. To begin with it was super wrong on his part to do so. ( he lives out of state by the way). He obviously should have called mom first. She really really really loves him.
He doesnt care.
So he called me up. And I kind of hate him now for this downright crappy move on his part. Well he talked to me. And got me and my stupid mind thinking that maybe we should get better. ( Just so you know he is one of the most disciplined people I know and mom, lets say she likes to live ; which isnt a crime really , but at the moment it seemed like a crime not the living part but the marriage. ) So he got me thinking that I and for some awfully stupid reason I thought us, me mom and my sisters could do better.
Extremely stupid thought.
So dad started it and I think I unknowingly and obviously unwantingly continued it . Mom was rageous. Dad had gone on and on about how mom liked filling up the house with unnecessary things and how she was doing a bad job at being disciplined. How she wasnt managing her time well. How she couldnt get her priorities right. Seriously I could simply keep going on and on and on.
So instead I thought I would start with me being disciplined for a change. It was working out just fine. It was taking up a lot of work , actually just started ,so I was trying.
I think it was working out fine..... -ish.
