It's Raining COLORS (One Shot)

"The Man who is cursed by sight"

My name is Jay, Jay Alvarez..

The man who's sight is cursed.

That's what they describe colorblinded people nowadays. Perhaps it's because they think that we can only see with the colors black and white.

Actually, We, the colorblinded people, can see more than both colors. Think of it as, colorblinded can see most of the colors but they have the decreased ability to see all.

Like me, I can only see B&W colors and warm colors. Like all the kinds of Red, Yellow, and Orange.

All my life, I only saw those colors. Fierce shades of red, dazzling tints of yellows and cozy strokes of oranges.

I tried to tell my parents about this once, in preschool. Because I felt left out and oddly weird because my teacher taught us the colors, and I got weirded because some of the colors are the same yet their description is not.

For example,
You normally see one object as a color blue, but as I see it, it's color red.

As I told my parents about it, they immediately called the doctor. But the doctor declared that I have colorblindness-- the decreased capability to see most of the colors.

He said that there was no cure for it except for an eye transplant or a mere miracle.

So that's about it, I lived most of my life without seeing some amazing colors. Like how the Sky and Oceans looked with blue, and how the green leafy trees and plants looked.

Because of this curse I felt the bitterness of it and I think that it also changed my attitude.

Because of my curse, nobody understands me anymore. Because of this, my life is almost full of loneliness.

Not until she came into my life. She's Zoe Davis, my bestfriend.

I was still in Senior year highschool when I met her. We where seatmates back then.

She offered me friendship. Even though I was mean to her, she understood me.

She understood me not even knowing of my sickness.

After those moments, we became the best of friends, though she was my only friend.

I was happy for once in my life.

But I knew everything won't last long..

It all started when I fell for her.

I didn't even know what to say to her..

Would I say to her that I love her?

Or would I reject this warm feeling and turn it cold?

But then I realized..

I'm not worth loving Zoe Davis..

She doesn't deserve a guy like me.

It hurts in realizing that but, if I really love Zoe, I want the best for her..

So I decided at that time, to give her what she deserves, a guy not like me.