Blood inside my pen (a mindless behavior story)

Love is starting to take over...

I was kicking and screaming, but that just turned him on more, after a while I just got turned and stopped fighting.

-the next morning-

I wake up naked. With a screaming child and no Craig. -_-. This is turning into a routine. I wake up do my hygiene and feed and change neveah. But today i take her out for a walk.

I take her IMO my hands then go out the door. After walking for about 5 minutes. I see a dude with a curly Afro asking questions about me.

???- hi

Me- *weird* hey

???- I'm Jacob and your name is?

Me- I'm lakeisha and she's neveah

Jacob- she's almost as beautiful as her mother

(Jacob flashback)

"YOU DIRTY BITCH" she yelled at me as I sipped on my orange soda I had a confused look on my face cuz I didn't know what the fuck she was talking about. She handed me an envelope which looked like it came from a doctors office. I opened it and my eyes got big at the results that read on the letter

"I'm sorry to say this but we found that you have herpes. "WHAT DOES IT SAY, Jacob?" "HERPES! YOU GAVE ME HERPES" "get the fuck oOUT OF MY HOUSE I NEVER WANT TO SEE YOU AGAIN. She was my girlfriend, bahja but I cheated on her with this hoe named Bree and I guess she had herpees and she gave them to me.

(End of flashback)

"Hey, you wanna go out sometime" I said beggingly sounding really thirsty. "Sure" (lakeisha).

AT this point I don't care about what Craig says I'm not gonna be trapped inside of an abusive household with a boyfriend who just wants to have sex all the time. Jacob seems nice. He gave me his number and told me he'll come and get me tomorrow. I walked back home with neveah in my arms.

(Back with Bree)

I get a text from rayan he's my ex we were together in highschool and we he's like my best friend now. We have like a friend with benefits type relationship . And when he wants to fuck he sends me a text like 💦🍆. Which he just did. 5 minutes later he's at my door and we go right into it kissing,rubbing,hugging etc. we go upstairs into my bed room. He lays me down and starting to kiss my neck. Then he did something that he never does he whispered into my ears "from the time I met you in highschool to the times that we share today I LOVE YOU"

My face froze. He loves me? He loves me? This wasn't that type of relationship. I just fucked him while his girlfriend was in jail nothing more than that.

"Umm umm I love you too" the words slipped from my mouth not knowing what I was saying.

We went right back into it but it wasn't how we usually did it, we usually just FUCK with no strings attached. This time we actually MADE LOVE like breathing eachothers air and saying that we loved eachother.

As he left I felt something that I never felt before LOVE chills down my spine.

(With lakeisha)

As I sleep in my bed at about 8 o'clock at night Craig comes in and asks me to get dressed and dress neveah for an unknown reason.

We got in his car and drove 15 minutes to the near by apple bee's. the waitress seated us so we sat down and started to talk.

" You know I love you" he said nonchalantly

"Oh really?" I said with an attitude

"You're my world, the mother of my child"

"If this is how it is why did you rape me?"

"SHHHH shut the FUCK UP IN HERE"

He got down onto his knees and reveals an expensive looking engagement ring from his back pocket.

"WIll you marry me?" His said that like nothing happened yesterday.

A mix of anger, young love and greed flown through my mind. If it was up to me I would have said no. But knowing Craig and what he would have done I had no choice but to say yes plus everyone was staring at us.

I put a surprised happy look on my face like we were the happiest couple ever "YES YES I SURE WIL!!!!"

What have I gotten myself into? Only if chersanto was alive only if didnt kill him. I would be in his protection and wouldn't be 18 years old with a 9 month old daughter and engaged and on top of that being abused with my now fiancé.

We ate and then he took us home. I could feel chersanto telling me to stop and go back to rayan or something but we all know that isn't possible.

For the first time ever we had sex with no hitting or forcing . It just sex all that he needed. I hoped that this would resolve it all. But there's still one thing I still have on my mind that lunch date with Jacob.....

To be continued......