Always Keep Fighting

This Is Every Piece In "AKF"

This my dear,

You should hold near.

Keep these words,

Tucked away.

Keep them safe and,

Remember them well.

You matter.

You belong here.

You are worth it.

No matter who says what,

You should stay strong.

Don't you dare think of leaving me,

Don't leave me here alone.

I need you,

You need me.

We deserve each other.

So darling,

Don't go.

Remember what I've said,

And stay here with me.

You mean so much to someone,

Even if you feel no one cares.

You mean life to someone,

You mean happiness,

You mean something!

You matter darling,

If not to anyone else then to me.

You matter.

So please,

Put down that razor and pick up that fork,

Take out those earbuds and come cry on my shoulder.

Believe in yourself,

And if not then believe in me.

I want you here.

I want to protect you.

You matter,

And YOU

MEAN

SOMETHING.

Find yourself a thing,

Find some happiness.

Don't hurt yourself,

Don't harm your body.

Darling,

Please.

Don't do the bad thing that drowns all the pain.

Find yourself a thing,

A show, A movie, Some music.

Find yourself some happy,

You know you deserve it.

Take a deep breath. I am here, even though you can not feel me. I know all you need right now is for someone to hold you, squeeze the broken pieces back together; but sadly I am here, not there. But listen to my words, hear what I am saying. I am trying to help you. I don't want you to do whatever you are trying to do to yourself. Mutilation may feel better temporarily, but in the end all it is, is an addiction. I know it's hard. I know you just want the pain or sorrow to go away. I know exactly how you feel. You want control. Let me help you, I beg of you! Listen to me, listen right now. I know you won't believe me, but you don't deserve the curve balls life keeps hitting you with. You don't deserve to feel so bad about yourself or bad about what's happening or not feel at all, not to the point that you want to hurt yourself. Please, don't do it. I care about you, even if we haven't met. I am begging you right now, in this moment. Whatever time you are reading this, wherever you are, I don't care what you think you should hurt yourself for. Do not do it.