I've never been like most people. People think I'm weird because I can saw something is going to happen before it does. Or because I talk to "myself." Or because I draw creepy things as if I have seen them. What they don't know is that I have seen them. I drew a picture of a whole I had in the wall at my old house,but not the way other people see it I always saw an eye in it looking at me. Or sometimes I would see fingers poking out of it. These days I know when something bad is going to happen and exactly what it is. I have dreams about it. And about people asking for my help then walking out of the room and really loud screams. Then I wake up. I start crying and blaming myself for the persons death. Even before it happens. And to be honest it scares me. There's a place in the woods were someone died. The person hung themselves. In a way its sad. But good at the same time. A fact is that it kinda sucks being like this. You start getting scared to go outside or see at all. That's how I felt for a while four years actually. From the time I was five to the age nine. It really bothered my to the point I would get scared of going to sleep. I still am scared to sleep actually. But I guess I got used to it over time.
