Empty

The Feeling

We Dig Beneath Our Skin, Trying To Find The Last Piece Of Humanity We Believe To Contain Within Ourselves. When In The End, Resultless and Without Knowing What To Do, We Find Ourselves In Situations We Never Would Have Considered Possible. We Bury Ourselves In Materialistic Things, Keep Our Minds And Bodies Occupied So We Can Hide From The True Severity Of The Issue. But At The End Of The Day, When We Lay Our Heads Down To Rest, Everything Comes Back To Hit Us Like A Train. All Of The Thoughts, Piling In At Once
"You're Useless! You Don't Deserve To Be Here! Go Ahead And Leave Those Marks On Your Skin Because No One Will Ever Be Able To Love Something As Broken As You Are!"
We Are Forced To Surround Ourselves With Thoughts Such As These, Not To Remain Humble But To Keep Our Spirits Down. Have You Ever Stopped To Ask Yourself? Why You Mysteriously Notice An Empty Feeling, In The Bottom Of Your Stomach When You Know For A Fact That You Have Consumed Your Fair Portion. But Just As You've Consumed, You've Also Given Away Your Portion As Well. We Lend Our Hands To Pick Up Fallen People, Which At Times In Turn Can Bring Us Further Down Than We Were Before. No Matter How Noble Your Gentle Gesture May Be, There Is No Hope For The Either Of You Unless You Can Truly Lend A Hand. If You Are Caught Up With Your Emotional And Physical Issues, How Could You Possibly Devote Your Time To Aiding A Person Who Suffers From The Same As Yourself?
NO
We Must Be Different.
|After All, We've Heard The Voices. Cruel and hateful voices that have told us lies. And yet, despite how we may feel about it at the current moment, we are still here. Whether that fact gives us joy, or sorrow, or even possibly buries us deeper into things like depression, is entirely up to us.|
We Must Determine How We Feel.
Our Emotions
Our Self Esteem
Our Decisions
"So many things have told us to quit along our long journeys, but the entirety of the decision to persist and continue on, is completely up to us." -Jonahmunoz