The madness is seeping into my mind,
as it controls my body.
I am too weak to fend for myself,
too weak to gain back control.
I don't know how to deal with this.
Do I go with the devil?
Do I go with her and worry about my every move?
In which I'll never breathe a sigh of relief.
But I cannot abandon her,
not the one person who cares about me,
so I cannot give up.
But all it would do is put more fuel in to the fire.
How doI deal with this?
How do I deal with something I can't answer?
My blood may be black,
but my heart can never heal itself.
