No one understands, no one will truely understand. My life is ruined...AND ON MY BIRTHDAY. All because of some stupid family secret. My life was already bad enough, now I have to hide in the shadows. I am a monster,some thing that no one thought existed, maybe this is all a horrible nightmare. Yeah that's it I am in a reoccurring dream I can go to sleep and I'll wake up and be normal. Or is this a cruel dramaturgy will change everything. I hope this will all go away when I wake up...if I'm not awake.
