dark brown eyes and paper skin
I feel like i'm caving in
moons and stars and my love
how am I to get above?
I see boys with curly hair
flitting flitting everywhere
I feel I am slipping back
into a dreaded blood-filled track
stars and moons and impossible dreams
crushed inside my lungs are screams
my blood flows out of me
I can neither stop nor see
all I find are dark brown eyes
of whom i love and despise
i realize that i'll never leave you
when we leave and part our ways
my mind is in a haze
there will always be a part of me that i wish i hadn't set free
i will try to puzzle out
what this is all about
i will never truly leave
even when my mind's a sieve
i will try to puzzle out
what i should have done about
who i was and what i did
why i had run and hid
